*Changed the name, because my name is Luna and I thought that Faith was too cliché...*
Luna is a girl who gets abused by her father. Every day she lives in hell. She doesn't fit in at school, gets bullied, and has no friends. She tried to commit sui...
Recap; Oh...oohh, i'm in so much trouble... They looked at me waiting for a explanation, but I didn't had one. So I said with a questioning voice; "I can explain...?"
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Marissa's P.O.V
This girl is crazy, insane. Why would she do this to herself? She kept repeating that she 'could explain', but I didn't believe a thing she said. How can you explain or convince someone of something like this, this is something really bad. If she has the nerve to cut herself so deep, than I know the things she could do next, and it aren't pretty things.
Jake grabbed toilet paper and dabbed it on her wrist to stop the blood. "Why did you do this? Luna look at me... why did you?" Jake said. She didn't look at both of us, she just kept staring at the ground with no expression on her face. Like she was made of stone.
"Nobody loves me, i'm just a whore, i'm useless, ugly, a pain in the ass, i'm to fat, nobody cares if i'm hurt or get hurt," she said, still with no expression. ''Don't think like that, I care about you, I really do Luna!" Jake said. "Nobody does, you say it, but it isn't the truth, It's just a filthy, ugly lie, so stop pretending that you actually care about me, and let me be."
"Luna, I don't know you, but you just can't say such things to yourself and why do you hurt yourself, it is useless. You need serious help, and I'm not saying this to make you feel like a psychopath or something. But you need a therapist, I can search for one if you like?" at the end of my sentence I gasped for air, Jake and Luna where looking at me, just like I did just a few minutes ago.
"What?", I said getting uncomfortable with there eyes on me, "That where a lot of words in a short time," Jake laughed. "Well I'm sorry, that I think it isn't right that someone is cutting herself with a knife!!" I said almost shouting.
"Okay, you're right," he admitted, "let's bring you to the nurse," "I don't need a nurse, it isn't that bad, just a few scratches," she said. "Few scratches?," I muttered. "Yeah it's totally fine, and I have to go now, I'll see you later," and she went off quickly, so we couldn't stop her from running away. Marissa and I looked at each other with a confused expression on our face. "Now what?" she said. And for the first time in my life I didn't knew the answer. Now what...
Luna's P.O.V
Who the hell am I? I'm just a shadow of the girl I used to be. Getting hurt everyday, and it seems like there's no way out of this for me. Sometimes I just wish i'd never been born at all...I want to fly away, to the peaceful heaven...
But I don't want to die, yet.
All my love is wasted, I want to learn how to love again. To love and to be loved. But who would love me? Yes... Nobody!
I walked in to my room and closed the door, no one was home. Everyone was at work or school. Luckily for me. I didn't had to explain why I'm so early at home. I jumped in my bed and closed my eyes, finding a reason to hope. A reason to hope? Yes, a reason to hope. Maybe a glimpse of the light, a patch of blue sky. Something to believe in. And when will I get a sign or something? I don't know. I will wait. I'm just waiting for it.
I wanted to sleep so badly, my eyes where getting heavy. I was afraid that the bad dreams would follow me into my darkness. All the things I need are in that darkness, my mom, dad...Jake. They are like a dream, but feel so real. I can tell then everything, and they to me. I trust them. Until the bad dreams appear. Then all they do is hurting me, in my heart. The words they say are unbearable. Every word, every sentence hurt. Every breath I breath feels so hard. My heart breaks into small pieces. There is always one piece left, and then I wake up. With tears in my eyes and a empty feeling inside of me, like I lost a part of me in my dreams.
So I have to keep myself awake, never fall asleep. Or else I would die in my sleep.
I stood up and walked to my bag. Homework, how much better can it get today... After doing all of my homework for the rest of the week, I stood up and walked to the kitchen. The whole kitchen was filled with people, great...
I walked to the fridge, grabbed a bottle of water, turned around trying not to be seen, and then someone yelled: "Hey Luna! Come sit with us!", shit busted. I turned around and saw the girl who I ran away from this morning. "No thanks, I have a lot of homework, maybe next time," there won't be a 'next time', but I just said it to be polite.
I was about to run in to my room, when I saw Jake leaning against my door. What is he doing here? "What are you doing here?", I said rude. "I have to talk to you, like right now..." "But maybe I don't want to tal-" I got cut off by Jake, "It's really important, please" "Fine..." I opened my door and signed that he could get in. I closed my door and sat on my bed. He stood in front of me and looked nervous. "Are you gonna talking? Cause I have more things to do." "You have to leave," he said. I didn't understand, "What do you mean? Why?" He looked at me with pathetic eyes, "The boss of this house is coming home and you have to leave before he gets back, i'm so sorry," "Where do I have to go?", I said with a squeaky voice. "You could go to a motel, my mother has money, so you can stay there for a while," "I don't need your stupid money, I can make it on my own." I stood up grabbed my bag, filled it with the things I would need, and rushed out of the room.
Jake was running behind me, he was probably trying to stop me. But no one is stopping me now. I'm going away, and I'm never, ever going back. I slammed the front door open and I ran away into the woods. Shit it is dark outside, I couldn't see anything.
This is the place where no one could find me. I looked behind me and I heard nobody, so Jake wasn't running behind me anymore, he gave up. I was happy and sad. Why did he gave up so quickly?
I looked around me, all I could see where trees, so this is the place where I'm gonna spend the rest of my life... Great.
I opened my bag and checked if I had everything with me. Where are the earrings... "No, no, no!!!" tears appeared in my eyes. I've forgotten to bring the earrings of my mother, the only thing I have from her. What do I have to do... "I have to go back, I have to go back!" I kept saying to myself. Tomorrow I will go back, without them knowing, and take what is mine.
I grabbed a towel out of my bag and placed it on the ground. I lay down on the floor and closed my eyes. I knew I could not sleep, so I started to think, Why is life so goddammn hard... And after 30 minutes of thinking of the most random things, I thought that so much bad things had happened to me, there could be only good things left over. And I really hoped that would be true.
Jake's P.O.V
Faith ran out of the house, and I followed her. Until I my mom said by mind link that the alpha was home. I turned around and saw her running into the dark woods. I hope you don't die..
As I walked in to the house, I saw people staring at me, the wrong way. Their expressions said that I was in deep trouble. The alpha said to me trough mind link that he wanted to speak to me, immediately, but he didn't just say it, no he said it like he was really, really pissed.
Ohh no...Who told him about Luna...He is going to kill me, and probably her too. I'm. so. sorry Luna! I wish I could tell her that in person, but now it is too late. And with that feeling of guilt, I walked into the alpha's office. And when I walked in I saw that he was holding something in his hand. "Did you lose something son?" he opened his hands and I saw two earrings laying in his hand. I'm so dead...
