My Dear Melancholy.

Prologue.

It was a rainy night, a very stormy night at that. I was speeding on the highway just to get to her. I couldn't get her out of my head no matter what I try to do. Her face, her beautiful body, her voice, the way she laughs the way she talks I just couldn't get her out of my head. I wanted her for myself, I needed her. It was nobody on the highway , so I switching lanes, trying to decide do I got back or not. Trying to decide is this the decision I should make. It was to late. I got off the freeway and head on Oakdale Drive in Atlanta Georgia.

It was a quite neighborhood, the only sound you hear now is the thunder. I pull up in her driveway and got out the car leaving the car on and the door open. I ran up to her door and started to knock on it repeatedly. No answer. I started to knock loudly and repeatedly. Still no answer. I got her spare key from under the plant pot beside her door, I open the door and ran upstairs to her room while leaving the door open behind me. I stop at the top of stairs and started to look around. I see roses on the ground, candles lighting up the hallway, leading a path towards her room. I walk slowly towards her room, seeing my shadows dancing on the wall.

I stoped in front of her door still thinking, is this a good idea? am I really ready for this? I open the door slightly, just enough for me to see in her room. I saw her, standing in front of the window with her back towards me. Her long black curly hair, her hourglass figure, her beautiful face...She saw my reflection in the window and started to smirking devilishly. She turned around and leans on the window with her hands crossed. She had on a very sexy fishnet lace cutout teddy lingerie I got her. It fit her body perfectly, just how I like it. I started to open the door wider to walk in until I saw another figure walking out the bathroom towards her way. The figure grabbed her waist and started to kiss on her neck. I couldn't make out who it was, but I know it was a male and he was buff. He picked her up and started to walk over to bed, still kissing on her neck. She turn her head over to the door again and looked straight into my eyes, still having the devilish smirk across her face. He lifted up he had and started to kiss her roughly.

I was mind blown, I didn't know what to do. I couldn't do anything, my body was stuck, it's like he didn't wanna move no matter how hard I try. Lighting had flash, lighting up room just enough to see the man face. I can't believe it. Not him it can't be him out of all the people in the world why the fuck it had to be him? I woke up in sweat and barley could breathe. I sat up and looked around the room, seeing that it was raining outside. I sigh and started to rub my head thinking about the dream as the memory of it started to fade away. I looked beside me and say a female that I didn't know I laying there still sleeping. I shake my head and got out of bed, walking the window. I look out onto the rain just thinking about her. I can't let her go. Not now not ever.