The next day at school was the same thing.
Stephanie, Jimin looking for me and Jessica started to hang out with me. I didn't mind because she's actually very nice when she's not like Stephanie. She bought me lunch, because I forgot my lunch money at home. She actually came over to my house to do a project together. She now has a crush on Kevin.
"Y/n, your brother is cute." She giggles.
"Jessica!"
"What! I only speak the truth!" She laughs.
"Whatever!"
Mother was happy I made a new friend. Kevin decide he would buy the house next door so he could be here for my mother and I. I didn't mind since I love my brother's company.
But even after all the happy situations from today. Deep inside I'm still grieving over Calvin. I stayed up all night yesterday crying. His death is too much to handle.
After Jessica left, and Kevin and Mother were on about how they wanted the house decorated. I snuck out through my bedroom window. I climb off the house and run towards the graveyard. I ran and ran, not caring what people thought of me. I finally made it, and I look up at the sign.
Saint Jones Graveyard
In black and white. I push the gates open and walk through the pathway. I read all the tombstone I pass by.
Liza Riñó
Eric Park
Chug Sungwoo
Seth Jones
Kim Jungwoo
So on and so on.. until I get to.
Calvin Johnson
2000 - 2018
I sit on the side of the tombstone and I smile.
Memories..
"Y/n!" Calvin shouted.
"Ah!" I ran while laughing.
"Y/n Johnson! Get over here now!" He shouted.
"Nope!" I ran trying to hide.
I hide in Kevin's old room. I sit in Kevin's closet and giggle quietly. Today was Calvin's swim practice, and I have his goggles. I peek and I see nobody. I slowly come out and I quickly get lifted up and I yelp.
"Ah! Calvin, put me down!" I laugh.
"Not until you give me my goggles back!"
"Fine, fine you win!"
I give him his goggles back and we head to his swim practice. We get there and he runs over to his teammates. I sit by the pool and put my feet in the water, watching how the boys swam back and forth in the huge pool. After swim practice, Calvin, Jimin and the others decide on going to a Korean barbecue, meanwhile Kevin came to pick me up because he really wanted to go to a movie, and didn't want to be a 'loner'. Kevin and I got home late and Calvin was angry.
"Kevin! You are the eldest, show more respect for our curfews! I was worried sick!" He barked.
"Y/n, chill your twin.." Kevin sighs.
"Got it."
I bear hug Calvin and he hugs me back. He lays his head on my shoulder.
"I was worried, please don't ever do that again.." He whispered.
"I won't, I promise.." I smile and hug him tightly.
Memories end..
I cry at the memories. A smile still on my face. Calvin told me that even in the worst moments in life he wanted me to smile. I smiled at his funeral. All my family members were angry and some even hit me, saying that it was very disrespectful. Kevin and Mother were the only ones who understood my smile, since Calvin would always tell them to smile as well.
I feel a hand on my shoulder and I jump up, quickly wiping my tears.
"Hey, Y/n. Mother and I were worried." Kevin saids.
"Sorry, I just really wanted to come and visit Calvin..." I sigh and hug his waist.
"I know.."
He brings me into his chest and strokes my hair, soothing me. I look up at him and smile.
"Let's get home.."
Twelve days without him
