imessage ; edwin h

33 | half of it

saturday 3:45am

me:
you don't even know the half of it
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me:
the reason why i didn't tell you anything was because i was afraid you would treat me differently after you knew
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me:
it's hard for me to make friends when im someone they want to be
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me:
they use me until they get to the top
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me:
i didn't want you to use me
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me:
im tired of being used
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me:
i just wanted your genuine self
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me:
and that's what i got
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me:
i want to make you mine someday
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me:
i really do
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me:
but i can't do that if i keep fucking up
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me:
i can't do that if you don't give me a chance to explain either
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me:
just fucking unblock me already.
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