TMI: Love and A Broken Heart.

Chapter 3.

CLARY'S P.O.V: Finally I make it as far away from the institute as I can and still find suitable accommodation. I got into the office and check out the cheapest room I can for the night. It took me a while to figure out where to go, but then it hit me. If I stay near the airport, I can make a quick getaway if I don't have time to make a portal. As I get into my room, I am emotionally and physically drained. As soon as I enter the room I see the huge queen sized bed in the middle of the room, I close the door behind me and lock it, and I ran straight for the bed and dove onto it. I wrap the duvet around me and I am engulfed in fluffiness. As I lay there in the world's most comfortable bed, I can't help but think of Jace, as a tear runs down my cheek, I fall into a much needed deep sleep. 

ALEC'S P.O.V: Finally I wake up after a long night. I turn over, I was alone. Where was Magnus? I roll out of bed and get into the shower. Turning of the taps and feeling the already warm water trickle down my head and then to the rest of my body; I feel a sense of relief wash over me. Hoping out of the shower after I spent to what felt like an eternity in there; I dress and make my way to the kitchen because that is probably where everyone else will be. Everyone was in the kitchen sitting around eating or reading. I knew that by now, everyone knew about Clary. As soon as I walk into the room, everyone is already staring at me. I don't make a sound, all I do is walk up to Jace and take him by the arm and pull him out into the hallway. "Alec, what was that for?" Jeez, does he have to everything. "I'd advise you Jace; if you want to find out what happened to Clary, I suggest that you follow me and keep your mouth shut." From then until we reached the training room, Jace kept his mouth shut and he walked beside me. We both approach the door in silence, I push the door open and let Jace go in first. I thought that the training room would be the place that I should bring Jace, when he is upset he always comes here; and I think that after he finds out about Clary, he will spend quite a while in here. Jace makes his way to the window and plonks himself down beside it, not moving his gaze away from whatever it was he was looking at outside. "Okay, you have to promise me that if I tell you what is going on, you can't stab me with any weapon that you have at your disposal in this room. Okay?" Jace just glares at me and rolls his eyes. I can see that what is happening about Clary leaving is hurting him, I can feel it. “Jace; are you ready for me to tell you what happened to Clary?” he raised his head to meet my eyes and nods hesitantly. “Okay, when you were going; she,  she found out that she was pregnant.” Jace instantly looked at me, but I couldn’t read his emotions. He was speechless, but what he did next surprised me. Jace burst into tears and fell into my arms. “Alec, where did she go? I have to speak to her?!” I have no idea what to do; do I tell Jace where Clary is or do I portray Clary and let Jace see her. “Jace, I can’t tell you where Clary is, but I can call her and you can talk to her.” Jace raised himself out of my embrace, all I could see was frustration and sadness stuck across his face; it killed me the see my parabatai this way but I can’t portray Clary now. “Okay, but we call her tonight.” Jace was very persistent and I knew he was in a very delicate position right now; he just found out that the love of his life is having his child but she ran from him. I walk out of the room and leave Jace alone. As soon as I am halfway down the hall again, I heard the sound of metal fall to the floor and Jace scream out, then it all goes silent besides his soft sobs that disappear the further I walk away. I walk back into the kitchen and break the news to everyone else. Everyone was thoroughly surprised. But now I have to call Clary to tell her what has had here back at the institute.

CLARY’S P.O.V: I was rudely awoken the next day by the sound of my phone ringing and going crazy of the bedside table. I roll to the right until I can reach my phone and bring it above me to see who is calling, ALEC. Why was Alec calling me? “Alec? What is wrong why are you calling me?” I knew something was wrong; Alec never called me unless he had to. “Jace knows. Everyone knows…” My head was spinning; of course Alec had to tell everyone what was happening. “… and Jace wants to speak to you.” OMG now I was really freaking out; I can’t speak to Jace, I can’t handle that right now."Alec, I can't speak to him," I was in tears now; "I'm sorry, I have to go." I hang up the phone and throw it across the room. I pull my knees into my chest and cry to myself in my hotel room wishing for all of this to become easy.

I don't know when I fell back asleep again, but I woke up to the feeling that I have grown to know quite well. I was going to be sick. I race into the small bathroom of my room and find the toilet as fast as I can. As I wrench whatever I have remaining in my stomach, I can't help and think that I cant wait until all of the vomiting stops and I can hold my little bundle of joy. When I am feeling better, I jump into the shower and wash away my stench. When I dress, I see that I have a message, wait no 52 messages and they are all from Jace. I read all of them, I cry after I read the first five messages and I feel that pieces of my heart are breaking from doing this to Jace. Guilt and regret fills my entire body and I know what has to be done. I have to go and see Jace; even if its for the last time. I own it to him and our child.

P.S sorry I haven't updated in like forever. I just haven't been able to write anything good. Sorry if this sucks, but I hope you enjoy. <3  xoxo :)