I saw her again. Sitting on a porch in the park and reading books. The air is calm and there's no pollution. She looked at me, she know that I had memorizedherfor almost a year, but shedidn't do anything about it, neither do I. She just stared at me for a few seconds and read her books again. "Heart In Atlantis"that's what she was reading. Every morning, she read the different books and I couldn't help but think that, she was a dope. But she's just too mysterious and that was making me want to know who's this girl was. I asked everyone around but they didn't even know who's her. Nobody has ever talked to her. I just got some words that telling me I should probably doesn't have to give a what towards her. Because "Her heart is an mysterious thing, once you was there you already lost in Atlantis."What the damn hell is that mean?
She stand up and put her jacket back and she looked at me. I smiled at her but she didn't returned it back. She just rolled her eyes. I quickly make my way towards her and sighed. "Hi, I'm Harry Styles. What's your name?" I asked. "I didn't ask you to give me your name." Her voice is full with sarcasm but calm. Okay, this girl is playing hard to get and I love that. "At least can you tell me what's your name?"I said but I'm not sure if she's going to answer me. "look creepy guy who's been creep on me for like a years, I'm sorry but I don't need time for this conversation. Your sucks and I have to go"She harshly bumped my shoulder and walk away from me. I smiled at her. She keep walking but a few seconds later, she looked back at me. I waved at her and she rolled her eyes again.
I ran my fingers through my hair and take a deep breath. I make my way to go back to my apartment and can't help but open the refrigator for one hundred times today. I love food and I always seems so hungry. I just do something but then the next thing I know, I was already making my way to the refrigator. Such a great habits I have and I'm proud.
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Monday,12 January 2001
Another day without knowing who's this angel name. She just looked so perfect everyday and she'd never faile to catch my breath away. She did always rejected me but there's something inside of me that telling me to not to give up on her. Who wants to give up on such a beautiful angel? This is another picture and I just took it a few minutes ago at the park. But relax, its only been 1245 pictures I've been take. I mean, how can you didn't want to capture her beauty? Because I do, and that isn't making me a weirdo at all. I'm not even obsessed, I'm just in love with her. Its like, my love is getting stronger with just an blinking of eyes. She's mean the world to me.
I stopped writing because there she was. She take off her coat and put it right behind her and read another books. I quickly get up and search any red roses and make my way towards her. "Beautiful roses for a beautiful lady" I said and hand her a red roses that I just bought. "You know, if you think that this would work on me, it's not. I hate red roses. Go away"She said harshly. "oh my god you actually talked to me! Hi, I'm Harry Styles. It was nice to meeting you!" I squaled. She chuckled and finally give up. "This is the last time I'm talking to you. Understand that Mrs.Styles? My name is Ariana Grande-Butera. Just it, you don't have to know everything about me butthead" She said. "We just talk and you already give me a nickname. Interesting." I hummed and closed my eyes for a second. I opened my eyes to see her rolling her eyes. This girl is my type.
She grabbed her coats and walked away from me. What a great lady. I already knew every girl in this town but none of them have a habits like this Ariana girl. Ariana's habits is leaving someone speechless just like that easy. Well, this day is enough for me already. Time to go to my own apartement back to save this picture I've got.
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"My angel, I've got this picture from someone who know you before you became this mysterious and I'm lucky enough to have it. Thank you for making me addicted to you because I love who I am right now. I'm a better person since you came and light up my whole world. You make me saw the light when I once see a clouds. The first time I looked at you, I had a goosebump on everywhere and you seems to know it, right away you walking away from me because you knew what you did on me. You have that effect on me that no one can't. You have that smile and only heaven can make. I'll be yours if you'll be mine. I love you so much."And that's a wrap. I wrote every single words on every single pictures I have. I love her, I really do. I don't know if she can feel it but I think she already was. Maybe she loved mysterious so much that she became one, and it's making me uncomfortable because I want her to feel safe around me, and I want her to know that it's okay to be un-mysterious. But she do look good with her behave. I once tell my mates about her and I quote what was his opinion on her "Shit that was hard. But don't worry, it's gonna get harder before it gets easier. It'll get better, you just gotta make it through the hard stuff first"
