A Wonderous Bad Night - A Phan Drabble

*DAN'S POV* 

I closed the door to my room and went straight to my bed. Today was horrible and I felt it in the pit of my stomach. I curled under the blankets to my bed and got out my laptop to use tumblr, but closed it once I discovered it was all sad posts that made me think more about my day and just made it worse.

 I take in a deep breath and stare at the ceiling.  I had been publicly embarrassed three times today and got pushed down and called a fag.  I really don't understand why people have to make it their sole purpose in life to be assholes.  I felt the tears burning in my eyes, but i didn't want to let them out. If i let them out i don't know when i'd be able to stop.  "Maybe you are as useless as they say you are" , I tell myself.  I felt the pit in my stomach grow deeper and couldn't hold the tears in anymore.

 I tried to be quiet with the crying because i knew Phil was here, but i guess it failed because not five minutes passed before Phil came into my room with a worried look on his face. "Dan? A-are you okay..?"  I ignored the question and turned away. I can't let him see me like this. 

I heard his footsteps come closer. "Dan, don't hide from me. Let me help." I sniffled and scooted over so that he could lay down beside me. He immediately got in next to me and pulled me into his arms, "Tell me whats wrong, Dan." ,he says.  I shake my head and lay it on his chest and feel his arms tighten around me.  This is what makes everything almost okay.  Feeling his arms around me. 

"Dan, you can tell me. You know that right? I'm here for you.." Phil says.  I nodded my head and took a deep breath before telling him everything that had happened.  He let out a long breath and looked deep in thought.  "Everything those people tell you is a lie.  Dan, you are the most perfect and amazing person i know.  Please don't let those people bring you down with their lies.." he says before kissing my head. "You're perfect."

I let a few more tears out and wrapped my legs around his so that i could get as close to him as possible.  I looked up and kissed him before speaking.  "I love you.."  He did a small smile and kissed my head again. "I love you too, Dan.  Now go to sleep.  You look exhausted."  I felt panic shoot through me and i know my eyes widened.  No. He can't leave me.  He is the only thing helping me right now. H- 

My thoughts were interrupted by him speaking, "I'm not going anywhere, Dan.  I'll be right here all night."  I calmed down a little bit before speaking, "Promise?"  He smiles and puts my head back on his chest.  "I promise"

And with that I felt all of my worries and negativity fade away and slowly fell asleep in Phil's comforting arms.