The next morning waking up in cold sweat with fear roaming in my eyes like as if I had just seen a ghost. Sitting there slowly feeling as if I could go insane at any time or moment with no warning to spare for myself. Wanting to get up, I had begun slowly crawling out of bed whilst trying not to wake up Ben. I stepped out of the door, feeling happy to know that I felt loved more and even more than usual as people call as 'Falling In Love'. I walked down the stairs to the kitchen to see what is in the fridge for if there any contents inside for to make pancakes, eggs, and bacon. Which to my surprise there was, which can be unusual when it comes to living here you can rarely see that there is the needed ingredients in the fridge. But anyways, I begun to add ingredients in to make pancake batter, then begun stirring the ingredients together to make the pancake batter. Once the ingredients made the pancake batter, I had placed the pancake batter in a griddle to not waste time making them 1 at a time.
Once I put the pancake batter on the griddle, I begun making scrambled eggs. While I was making the scrambled eggs, I had put some raw bacon on the stove in a pan to begin cook the bacon but before I could put the last raw bacon in the pan the griddle was done and with that I took out the now steaming but delicious smelling pancakes. I placed the pancakes on some plates and then went back to place the last raw bacon in the pan. Going back to the eggs which are done, taking the pan to the plates, placing eggs on each plate making sure not to spill anywhere.
Going back, taking some bacon off of the pan and onto each plate. Taking the plates upstairs to Ben's room where we slept with the plates. I went over to the bed table, placing the plates there and slowly making my way over to Ben who's laying down in the bed. I made my way to him, starting to wake him up saying, "Wakey Wakey, Breakfast is ready!" Taking his plate to his nose, which he started to wake up sniffing away at his food.
Knowing me, I began giggling at him and whispered in his ear, "Good Morning sleepy head." Smiling with the happiest expression on my face saying 'He's cute like this'. Well my face was like that until an unexpected hand grabbed me by the shoulder yanking me on the bed facing up I see Ben looking like he was about to eat something delicious or other words delectable.
"What are you doing Ben?" Whispering whilst trying to get out of his grasp, which ended in failure and with a second look, what I saw in Ben's eyes no longer looked loving, they looked as if they wanted to kill someone, murder someone. I started panicking at the moment I saw his eyes and without realizing I had slapped Ben across the face, realizing that he had triggered a fear nerve, a nerve I never wanted to feel ever again.
With one slap across Ben's face snapped him out of what he was doing, looking down at me and into my eyes, seeing as my fear factor rises every moment he stares into my eyes. A few seconds went by when he got off of me and took his plate realizing what he did. He ran out of the bedroom door leaving me on the bed to review back through my memories of when my dad would mentally and physically ruin me, blaming me for what happened to mom though it was him who cheated on her in the first place.
I laid there, sobbing and looking through my past until I fell asleep realizing I had school today, but yet not bothered to get up and go anywhere today after that.
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Depressed Life
FanfictionA boy named Kevin is 16 and is a junior in high school and is faced with depression when his mother had died cause of an car crash and was left with his abusive dad...Let's just skip the rest of the summary and get down to see what or how he will de...
