I've been trying to console myself na busy ka lang, may iba kang priorities and everything that's positive about you sinabi ko na sa sarili ko. Pero wala eh. Niloloko ko lang talaga ang sarili ko katulad ng ginagawa mo saken. Kaya tama na. Ayoko na. Hindi na. Sana wag ka ng magparamdam. Mas madali yun para saken. Sana lang marealize mo kung gano mo ko nasaktan.
Yes, you fucked up my life big time. Asking myself kung deserve ko ba maloko ng ilang beses. Kung hindi ko ba deserve na mahalin naman ng totoo.But i'm glad for the pain you gave me. That pain made me realize that I should really love myself first before loving others. It made me realize my worth. Masakit? Yes. But i'll get over it soon, like of those i've conquered already.
Minsan naiisip ko na sana hindi kna lang dumating sa buhay ko.. but since dumating kna, i still have to find something positive about this encounter. Nainspire mo naman ako. At a young age successful kna. I wanna be like you too. You gave me goals. Yun yon. You inspired me a lot to have plans in the future.
This is a thank you and a goodbye note for you architect. Know that I've loved you truly.
