Abused For A Reason (Larry Stylinson) BOOK ONE

Abused For A Reason (Larry Stylinson)

Hi. I'm Louis Troy Austin. But I use Tomlinson instead. I've had an easy going life. I'm 22 and my mum recently had twins. I bet you don't care but I'm talking to you about my abusive relationship with Stan. You seem we met at a very young age and since then, I've been attached to him but somehow he isn't himself anymore. Not even close to himself. He used to be this sweet innocent boy and cared a lot for me. But I guess he's changed. I'm here to talk about my story of abuse, love and about my sacrifices I've made with my life

So it was a Sunday evening when I cooked chicken stuffed with parmesan for Stan.

'This tastes like shit' he yelled throwing the plate in the bin

I got shocked when he yelled, but of course, my normal self, I ignore it because I'm used to it

'Sorry, at least I tried' I reply still in a neutral mood

'TRIED? You FAILED!' He yelled back at me this time, slamming the table and kicking his chair

'Please calm down, please babe' I say, starting to cry

'No, get up!' He yells

He takes me by the wrist and throws me into the cupboard. As I'm inside, I can hear keys locking a lock.

'You will stay there for the rest of the night and I will let you come out when I feel like it!'

I sit there sobbing my eyes out praying

'Please stop, please stop Stan'

'SHUT UP WHORE' he yells hitting the cupboard on the outside

I feel terrible. No one to support me, help me or love me. I'm alone and all I have is Stan

I lie there in the smallest cupboard with my legs crossed, I sleep leaning on the doors.

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I wake up feeling a thud on my head. I fell out of the cupboard.

'I didn't tell you to sleep' he says

I get up on my knees

'Im sorry, please I'm sorry' I cry

'Shhh it's okay' he hugs me and carries me to the bed.

This is the point I don't understand about him. He's calm for a minute then he goes crazy for the other. That's what I'm trying to understand about him. I love him so much. That's why I put up with it.

'I love you louis' he says hugging me

'I love you too' I say back still crying

So then I drifted off into deep sleep

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