Turn the Lights Off [BoyxBoy]

7.0 Unforgivable Self

-NIGHT-

“Night, Night…” It was agonizing. It was his voice pleading for me to help him. I tried but I just couldn’t. The water was very deep and the current was strong. He was reaching his hands for me while struggling to keep afloat. I couldn’t reach him, I swam harder but I couldn’t. I didn’t know he couldn’t swim, if only I knew. I could no longer see his face nor hear his voice but my mind could still make up the image of him dying. My love was drifting always from my arms.

I woke up. It was the same dream again: the dream that separated the two of us. I looked at him on my arms. He was still deep in his slumber. I must have tired him so much. Those years of yearning poured on him for these few nights, and he only vaguely remembers on mornings.

I came out of bed and put on everything. I kissed him and he opened his eyes just a little to see me. He then smiled and I kissed him on the forehead. “I’ll be back tonight, I love you.” I said and then sneaked outside.

I was just few steps away when I heard someone knocked on his room. The person knocking didn’t see me come out and just ignored me so I swiftly moved to a hallway to the right where he can’t see me.

“Hey, hey Dylan, Dylan wake up emergency.” It was the Jeremy guy. He dared wake up my beloved. I couldn’t do anything for now, not yet. Until Dylan remembers wholly then I not yet could posses him totally. But soon, I will have this guy away from him. He’s too close to my Dylan, I can’t bear it.

“Hey, Dylan...” I heard the door open. “You have to let me in, and why are you hiding behind the door?”

“I’m still naked, and I still want to sleep more.” I heard my love’s sleepy voice.

“Oh, come on. This is really important.” The guy insisted and I peeked to see him forcing his way in. “It’s not like I still have not seen it before.” Then he was inside and the door shut.

I was clenching my fist now. What does he mean about “seeing it before”? How dare he lay his eyes on my Dylan. I was only an inch away from the boundary of madness when I heard another voice. Now it was behind me, and I am not supposed to be seen by anybody from this area. Well, his not from this area but still…

“Oh, so you’ve come sneaking into his room again.” The voice said. “Twice in a row, I see you’re finally yourself again. Be careful not to let anybody see you. You don’t want Lyon to know about your lustful performance.”

How did he know? Was he observing me from the start? I turned around to face him and there he was standing in his gallant way. This was the guy who loves to play, Gerfried. He was in his school uniform with the logo of his suite in his left chest.  He was alone without anyone from his suit guarding him.

“Oh… don’t worry. People are still asleep so you can just sneak back to Dome Diamond without getting notice. I’m just here very early to fetch my new member. I hope you don’t mind.” He then walked past me.

“What are you planning to do? Dylan has nothing to do with this suit-whatever in this school.” I turned back to face him and he stopped walking. He slightly turned to me but then went back looking at the door of Dylan’s room.