Short Chapters of My Life

The Dream and a Little Back Story

~~~~~~Thats meeee up there, yes. I know I look young af~~~~~~~~I didn't have my glasses~~~~~

~Back Story~

So I didn't start dating people till I got into the 9th grade. I always had guys ask me out every year but I turned them down because 1: my mom said not to date till I was 16 or 17, 2: I was shy, 3: I didn't know anything about the dating life. oh and by the way I'm 15 atm.

This guy named Alex  (thats not his real name but ima pretend it is) asked me at a after school program last year. I had said no but this year I had asked him out because my friends said he was going to ask me out but I got impatient. Yah you might be thinking, know why would you do that your a girl. Welp I did and I don't regret it. But since he was a 8th grader and I was a 9th grader we didn't see each other much besides in the halls and after school at the program called peak.

Now all this happened in the beginning of the year(January). When we first kissed it was on the bus and I missed my bus stop because of it. I had to walk a extra two blocks which is fine I guess. The next couple of weeks was normal but awkward cuz like I said I never dated before. Till February came along and he broke up with me first hour over text, because he "lost feeling and I deserved better".  he wrote " I'm braking up with you." Yup I didn't misspell it thats how he spelt it. so yah

Months passed and I was missing him as cliche as that is. I missed his hugs and his comfort.We were at peek one day and we were cool. He sat next to me and we where talking like regular friends. And this is on a Thursday before spring break. He asked if I still liked him which I did. Then he asked if I would take him back if he asked and I said yah. So he asked me out and yah. We went out again.

The next day I hugged him in the morning and told him I was going to be in the library. He said he will be there in a little bit so I walked to the library cuz every morning thats where I am. Kinda like a hang out. Anyways I was working on a essay I had to do. And he walked in but with a girl. Ahhhh and I recognize the girl because I have her snap and one day he was on her story. A couple minutes she she said she had to go so she left, and me and him where talking about random things and then he said he is moving......

Which was sad and sucked since we just got together, but he told me when ever he gets the chance he will come back for me. Now he didn't move far only a good hour away from where he was currently living. Time skip through the day we did the usual holding hands in the hall way while he walked me to class but when we where walking to 7th hour he gave me a rose he made and he told me to save him a spot on the bus.

~time skip to after school~

On Fridays there isn't peak so yah..... as he said I saved him a seat on the bus .  he got on the bus and sat next to and I snuggled next to him and he asked if I was sad that he was leaving and I said yah. we kisses a couple times but this time I didn't miss my bus stop. And yah that was the last time I saw him

~Now For The Dream.~

I went to sleep and in my dream 

I had a dream where I was in school and someone told me Alex  came back so when the bell rang I went looking for him. When I found him I hugged him and told him I missed him and he said it back then we went to class and we had a sign seats and my current boyfriend sits next to me and ahhhh he kissed my cheek and Alex  saw. Alex  looked sad and i didn't want him to be sad because he was my first love and I still love him. Then later on I appeared in a library and I got two books but then on the check out there was like donuts and bread and my whole fam appeared and we got bread. As my mom was paying for the bread we decided to go walk to the car. While we were walking we saw what looked like baby bird eggs I asked if I could have one but my dad said no. We kept walking and the eggs seem to have got bigger the farther we walked but then u woke up and realized that I miss my first love so much and I want a pet.

ps. I don't have a current boyfriend idk why me in the dream did but tbh he was kinda cute. I do kinda talk to someone tho but he wasn't the one in my dream.