Growing up *A Jaegan Fanfic*

Contaminate

HEY so as yall read you will see I reused a moment from my other Jaegan book "Changed for you". I just liked the idea and it fit good here so I hope yall dont mind......k enjoy

Justin p.o.v

"JUssssssstttttiiiiinnnnn hurry up" Raegan wined walking behind me

"Me hurry! Your the one who got us lost anyway!" I say turning to him

"Oh I'm sorry I have a small bladder" He says sarcastically

"You could have just used the porta-potty" I say

"Ew! I am not using no trash bag excuse of a bathroom" He said scrunching up his nose

"Well at least we wouldn't have to come in here and get lost" I say turning back to continue walking

"Hey I found one!" Raegan says, I turn to him holding a heavy wooden door open

"Finally" I say entering behind him

I walked into to a locker room, red lockers filled with shoes and short and long mirrors hung on the wall surrounded me

"Hey" Raegan said I looked at him and he slowly walked over to me with a sly smirk on his face

"Rae you good?" I say as he gets close to me, he moves closer and I put my hands on his chest to stop him

"Rae" I say and with one slick move he has my hands and I hear the sound on my arms slamming against the lockers

"Your hot" he says and slowly starts to kiss me, I freeze but melt into his touch

We continue to make out, not roughly, but slowly yet for filling the need. He moves down slowly to my neck, leaving deep purple marks all over my neck and collar bone.

Then I was ready, I wanted to take over, this was my moment not his. I waited for when he lifted slightly from my neck to start another mark. With the same sly move he used on me I pinned him against the lockers. The chime of the lockers ringing.

"Well damn jay" he says with a slight giggle

i kissed him then slowly moved to his neck, leaving light but many purple marks until finding his spot

"Fuck Justin"

Justin

Justin

I was snapped out of it when my mother opened my room door. I looked at her and she gave me a forced half smile "Its 1am what are you still doing up" she asked

I didnt say anything, just put the picture on my desk next to my bed and rolled over, covering my self with the blanket. Back from the door.

I hear her foot steps walk towards my bed, then I feel her sit on the bed "I remember this day" she says as she slides the picture off my desk "This was a hecktick day. I picked you and Raegan up from school and you guys rushed me home so you had time to change. Then begged me to use my black eye shadow to draw the lines under your eyes" she laughed sliggly and I smiled. That day was our first high school football game and as 8th graders it was a big deal since we were going to be attending that school the next year. "You both were so impatiently get there you didn't even wann eat dinner. But I somehow made you guys and when I dropped you guys off you wanted money for drinks. I said no unless I got a picture of you too. You guys groaned and begged not to but nether the less you guys put your arms around each other and smiled." She says i could hear in her voice that see was trying not to cry.

She put the picture down and fixed her position on the bed, putting her hand on my leg "Baby I know you are mad at me, but you have to understand where I'm coming from. If something where to happen to you I wouldn't know what to do with myself" she said with the same trying not to cry voice "I already lost your brother, I cant lose you" she says

I started to cry myself. The thought of my brother made me cry no matter if I was the happiest that day. He was my best friend and my fucking father took him because he was the only "real son"  and wanted to keep him away from me. Fearing I would 'contaminate' him.

"Please. Dont be mad" she says leaning over and kissing my head then leaving the room, quietly shutting my door.