Numb to the Feeling (Camren G!P)

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Lauren POV

She was staring at my lips again. It was hard to think straight, actually anything straight is hard these days, but that's not the point. Her chocolate brown eyes were on my face. I was panicking on the inside, I didn't show it but I was. What the hell is she doing? I thought she hated me? Well she does hate me, she just has an odd way of showing how she hates me. Crap, I'm standing here, she's standing here, not moving, not talking, and not doing anything. Shit. Shit. Shit.

SHIT SAY SOMETHING

"I uhhhhh... yesterday I choked on my marshmallow?"

The brown eyed girl exploded in laughter as she held her stomach tightly and closed her eyes.

It was the only thing I could think of saying.

"LAUREN WHAT THE FUCK," she says through her fit of laughter, she's practically on the brick ground right now. I can bet if she didn't have a railing next to her she'd be on her ass laughing so hard.

"I don't know? First thing I thought of?"

"Lauren I don't even know why I'm laughing so hard," she says after many breaths of trying to gain control of her laughter. Now, I think I was staring. Her smiling and laughing, I missed her so much. But she isn't mine, she won't be unless she says.

"Laur?" Camila said, biting her bottom lip while looking down.

"Yes Camila?"

"Do you wanna go home?" she asked, looking up. She had a glint in her eye, and I was about to say yes, and go on with her, but my phone started ringing. I looked at her and gave her a side smile.

"Cadence I swear you better have agood reason for calling me...." I said as I turned my back on the small cuban behind me.

"I don't know Laur, I want cheesecake, but i also want ice cream cake. So I need you to decide for me."

I swear if my face was towards Camila she'd probably run away from me. "Cadence, did your small ass just called me during an important moment in my life, to ask what kind of cake I wanted?"

"Did you just call me ass small? I'll have you kno-" That my friends is when I ended the call and turned off my phone. I spun around and looked into her brown orbs.

"Where is home?" I asked.

"Anywhere you are," she answered immediately, "as long as we're together."

"You haven't fallen out of love with me? After all these years? How is that?"

"In the short amount of time we've had to get to know each other, somehow you've captured all of my heart. I think it's quite funny though... All of this, your life. How fast my life was quickly to change. I wonder, do you stay up at night thinking about the oak trees behind your house that blows in the wind when it's cold out? Or maybe you're thinking about why in the hell the human race is so cruel to people who think just like us, but just hide it better? Because I do, just like I stayed up at night, wondering if you'd ever come back. You have some type of hold on me, and maybe it's your eyes, or your soul, or your problems funny as it is... But something Lo, something about you..... excites every part of me." I can feel her breathing on my face, her eyes are right there, her hand is so close to my cheek, so close, but never touching.

Fuck it.

My hands grip the back of her head.

My grip as if i'm about to fall off a building, and the only thing i'm holding onto is her.

Our lips touch once again.

Her tongue slips past my lips.

My breath hitches as though someone has just taken the breath out of my body.

I get pushed back against the car by her hands that are wrapped around my hips.

She slides her soft hands down to the hem of my shirt.

My grip tightening as if it was even possible for such thing.

She slides her hands so carefully up my shirt, hugging me from the back. My mind is gone, it's one with hers, everything around us disappears.

Her hands slide back down.

One, she breaks the kiss.

Two, she attaches her mouth to my neck.

Three, she takes her slender fingers, running them down my arms, slipping my jacket off.

Four, the jacket's gone just as fast as her shirt.

Five, her hands are running up my thighs.

Six, I stop her.

Seven, I lead her to the door next to the library... There's a stage with a couch, the lighting is shit, and there's barely any warmth.

Eight, she smirks.

Nine, she steps closer.

(Btw if y'all forgot izza G!P oof)

Ten, her hand grazes over the slight buldge in my pants.

Eleven, she looks into my eyes, her eyes so innocent, but her smile like the devil.

Twelve,  she shovws me down on the couch, straddling me.

Thirteen, she dips her tongue in my mouth more.

Fourteen, she disconnects our mouths

Fifteen, her hands reach behind me, and strips off my shirt.

Sixteen, she moves her ass oh so sweetly

Seventeen, she gives me the most daring look i've ever seen.

Fuck.

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A/N

imma write smut next chapter

i didn't proofread im too lazy sigh