my heart only beats for you so love me not him

forgive me

it was the middle of the night when Itachi stood by his bed side fully clothed, he made his way towards the door before he slightly opened it " the nurses should be changing shifts right now " thought Itachi before he slip through the doors then he made a run for it. once outside Itachi spotted his car that his father had left him just case something happened " thank you dad " thought Itachi as he made his way to the passengers sit but he couldn't help but sigh when he realized that the airport was on the other side of the city which would take him hours. it was 4 in the morning when Deidara had arrived at the airport alone which Sasori wasn't to please with but he wanted to be alone. Deidara finally checked himself in but he still felt uneasy when the thought of Itachi came to mind " stupid Tachi " thought Deidara as he sat down then sigh when he had an extra 4 hours until his flight and nothing to do. 2 hours into waiting, Deidara was  asleep " Flight 306 to Korea is now boarding " could be heard in the intercom making Deidara open one of his eye before he tilted his head " I still have 2 hour left " thought Deidara as he looked at his watch but he still got up and headed to his gate because the sooner he leaves, he'll be able to clear his mind.

Itachi finally made it to the airport but he stopped running when he notice that there was a lot of people inside " Deidara " thought Itachi as he looked around hoping to spot his blonde but with the amount of people there was no way he'll be able to find him so he went for plan B and that was to ran around screaming Deidara's name. Deidara was just a few feet before boarding but he heard a faint sound that sounded like Itachi but he dismiss it because there was no way Itachi would be there. 10 mins into Itachi's searching, he ran into trouble with airport security " fuck " thought Itachi as 3 security stood in his way " Sir, you can't be screaming in a airport " said one of the security guard " but Im looking for someone " said Itachi " but screaming is not the answer so we gonna have to ask you to leave " said another security guard " no but " argued Itachi " Sir please, you already cause a scene " said the 3rd security guard as he extended his arm towards the exit. Itachi tsk as he turned around to leave but he felt so lost and alone that he decide to just sit down once he was out sight " now what " thought Itachi as he had his head hung low as tears rolled down his face when he felt his heart aching with an unbarring pain but then he notice a pair of feet in front of him making him look up

Itachi eyes widen when he saw Deidara in front of him " Deidara " questioned Itachi as he stood up fast but he legs gave out making him kneel in front Deidara. Itachi wiped his tears as Deidara just stared at him " I thought you left " asked Itachi as he looked up at Deidara who tilted his head to the side " me too " said Deidara as his grip on the handle of his suitcase tighten " why " questioned Deidara " why are you " continued Deidara as he looked to the side " please " begged Itachi " please don't leave " continued Itachi as tears continued to roll down his face " it's too late for that " said Deidara as he held back his tears " I love you " said Itachi making Deidara eyes widen as tears came out on their own " no you don't " mumbled Deidara " please!! you have to believe me. I can't lose you now that I found you " said Itachi " you can't lose me! " yelled Deidara making some people turn their head towards them but he didn't care if everyone was watching " if you already found me then why did you abandon me in the first place " asked Deidara but he just walked away making Itachi eyes widen

Itachi couldn't believe he just lost the love of his life just before his eyes " it can't end like this " thought Itachi as he stood up fast but along the way he wiped his tears away " I love you " screamed Itachi making Deidara stop in his track as his eyes widen " I'm sorry for hurting you and abandoning you but that wasn't my intention. you make me happy Deidara and I don't wanna lose you because a life without you is meaningless. please forgive me, I know I could be a little stupid and I might make mistakes in the future but please don't give up me " said Itachi in a high pitch voice so everyone could hear, everyone was whispering and some were smiling while others looked displease. Deidara was blushing as he made eye contact with some people who was supporting him " flight 309 to Korea would be boarding shortly " could be heard on the intercom " you expect me to believe that " said Deidara making Itachi eyes widen but then he came up with an idea " take me with you and I'll show you all the love I have for you and then you'll have to fall in love with me " said Itachi as he smile but he hung his head low when he heard ' no ' from Deidara