Over the course of the many years Shayne has known Olivia, he has developed feelings for her. Waiting all these years for the perfect moment but she is always taken, making her unattainable. After all, this time is it worth it to take a leap of fait...
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"Are you lonely ? Passion is clashing when we speak"
"I hate to see her go But I love to watch her leave"
- unknown ____________________________
Coffee; a simple way of human gatherings eg.
"Let's get coffee" - "Yeah sure !" -
It's simple, indulgent and a way of meeting someone most of the time to spark chemistry between the two.
With Shayne and Olivia coffee was a connection or code word for the two too talk and to be alone just the both of them.
E N D •
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They walked to the kitchen away from the the chaos,
they brewed a drink together with laughter and loving thoughts in the air.
They experimented here and there with liquid fusions and a dollop of cream or sugar sprinkled in their euphoric atmosphere.
Scrolling through a selection of mugs, Choosing the ones that looked cute and snug.
Caught up in this happy time, distant from their friends as they chimed.
Who knew it would be so fun to make coffee with a "friend" who knew this is how it would end?
S H A Y N E ' S P O V •
Who knew it was this fun to make coffee with my only one ~ [define only one?]
We sat at the kitchen counter as the others put off their team differences and played games.
It looked fun but it's weird I didn't join in on the fun. I would rather be with her then alone without.
In my eyes we should be more in hers I'm nothing more.
After goofing around and talking about serious shit to the weirdest things, as "adults" we washed the things we used and sat on the couch to join the crew.
As everyone was so amused and lost in the moment all I could think of was how Olivia was my muse.
I've developed a school boys crush on a girl creating my heart to almost naturally combust.
She's more then what meets the eye.
She's more then the beautiful girl portrayed on the outside like a gorgeous book.
Inside there is adventure, humour, empathy, desire and the best part about a book the ending...
the ending is fulfilling like the smile she gives when she leaves.
O L I V I A ' S P O V •
Who knew it was this fun to make coffee with my best friend ~ [once thought]
The electric air that danced around the room, gave me more reasons to stare at you.
This is how it's meant to be always just you and me.
Friends forever as it will seem and more than lovers is too far too reach;
I'm okay to only stare I think of you as beyond compare.
Friends the words that's always seem to come out, friends only they all ask? Without a doubt.
It's so fun when you're not the only one enjoying the time spent on the inside.
As I and Shayne finished our "science" experiments with drinks and treats, we dallied over to our friends and took our seats.
As I hear the laughs of friends and Keith and Noah making amends all I see beside of me is Shayne grinning and my emotions stiff as can be.
I don't understand my feelings at this moment, I bet it's because I miss James that's right! I'll hold it..
He's my friend to the very end, these feelings aren't real there just a mess.
I miss James I'll call him soon, my boyfriend noon to midnight always and keeps me in his sight.
One day we'll get married happy as can be, Shayne can be my bridesmaid as funny as it seems.
I wonder in a year from now how this all will be? Will I be with James as happy as it seems?
To my older self from a year from now.. how will I go on, when do I throw in the towel?
Will I be okay? Will I see my fate? Will I be alone? Or on a date?
Do I love myself? Do I love James? Do I even matter? To my best friend Shayne?
What am I even thinking!? These are shower thoughts in mind.
From a year from now I will not lose sight.. of what's around up and down, I know in my heart and every little sound, I will be happy I will be okay, and I do matter to my best friend Shayne, I will be with James my photographer babe, I will be myself till my very last fucking day.
Whatever road I will come to, whatever stopping sign will come. I can always look at my Chick-fil-A old brown sauce.
It reminds me of my life, how long have I had it? As long as it's closed my life is stable.
It's memorable to my past and what's about to happen next, and I know I will always try my best.
Now I need to lose these thoughts that have ran wild in my head, what am I even thinking? I should get back to reality before I lose my head.
End to be continued.
This chapter was focused on the thoughts and emotions of the two I hoped you liked my little spin and this new writing style, don't worry I won't always write like this, maybe only for these deep thought chapters.
