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I sighed as I sat at the small table in the cafeteria, freshman surrounding the nearby seats. Taehyung and Jungkook were talking about how annoying their Science teacher was for giving out homework on the first full day of school. Taehyung was plotting a million different ways to prank Mrs. Gou whilst Jungkook and Jimin stupidly gave into the thought and threw in their own ideas, Jimin wasn't even in the same class! I growled lightly as I stuffed my bibimbap into my mouth. I sat at the table full of annoyance, my best friend since middle school, Lee Jaehwan, graduated last year and now I'm stuck with whiny children who're basically ignoring me. I finished off my food and sighed, leaning forward onto the table and taking out my phone. I opened Snapchat and began opening whatever streaks I had. After around 5 minutes, I felt someone staring at me. No, not staring, more like stabbing me with their eyes. I began looking around the room, trying to find the culprit in the sea of teens. My eyes connected to the very back of the room, a small table of guys on their phones, whispering to eachother. I recognized a few of the guys, but I couldn't tell where. I noticed a light pink haired boy staring at me, his phone lowered on his lap and his face a deep pink colour. I recognized him right away and my face flushed lightly as I watched his eyes go wide, his face suddenly moved over to his friends, looking as if he was talking in panic. Did.. I do something wrong?
I sighed as I heard some of his friends gasping and laughing, my vision back to my phone. The peach haired mystery guy was probably telling his friends that the "school's fag" touched him this morning and dared to blush at him. That how it normally was.

See, I know I'm not the only gay kid in the school, but I'm the only one who came- No, Got forced out of the closet. In sophmore year I stupidly fell for a guy in my class and confessed to him before spring break. He outed me to the whole school. I had to deal with bullying for weeks before Jaehwan saw me getting teased and decided not to leave my side. But he's gone and now I'm the weird grade 12 gay kid with no friends besides a few freshman! I need to get my mind off of my crippiling anxiety and bothersome thoughts. I opened up the Blogger app, logging into my account as fast as I could. The best way I deal with my problems is to help others with theirs.

Welcome back SuperSJ!

You have 67 NEW MESSAGES!
You have 1,234 NEW FOLLOWERS!
You have 250 NEW COMMENTS!

I smiled at the notifications instantly popping up. To say my blog was popular was a small understatement. The blog was the 6th most popular blog in South Korea. To say I was famous was a nice thought, but not reality. No one knew who ran SuperSJ and I vigorously made sure to keep it that way.

-OPEN (67) MESSAGES?

I instantly opened the inbox, so many different questions, requests and stories flooding my screen. Only a few of the titles interesting my current "blogger mood" as I call it. I highlighted a few of my favorites of the first page of messages so I could focus on answering them after work.

~I can't stop being nervous around girls! Help me SJ!
~Why am I attracted to a hyung?!
~WHO ARE YOU???
~WHO is SuperSJ!? WHEN WILL WE KNOW!?
~How do I get a girlfriend?
~My porn addiction is getting out of hand..
~I'm gay and no one knows it.

I heard the bell go off, dismissing everyone to head to class. I logged out of the blog as per usual to save me from a spam of notifications whilst I'm in class. I saw Taehyung and Jimin head off to class together, Jungkook following like an excited puppy behind them. "Have-" I halted my sentence as I watched everyone empty the cafeteria. I nodded and grabbed my bag, excited to spend the the rest of my time in my electives.

Mr. Kim grinned at me behind the cold tiles of the kitchen counter, leaning forward onto his elbows. "Well if it isn't Mr. Kim Seokjin~" he cooed out, winking at in my direction to bother me. "For a peer tutor, you always find the need to be late to my class. You should be BEGGING me not to tell your mom." He taunted, trying his hardest to threaten me. I scoffed, pulling my personal apron out of my backpack, tying a bow in the front to make sure it was extremely secure around my waist. "Kibum, you should be begging me not to tell the headmaster what you did to the cafeteria last weekend-" Mr.Kim cut me off immediately, holding my wrist in a threatening manner. "How do you know about that you little shit?" He leaned towards my ear, not wanting a full class of grade 10's to hear him cussing out the peer tutor. I shook my head lightly, clicking my tongue and inhaling through my clenched teeth. "You shouldn't drunk call your nephew at 3am crying because you locked yourself inside the closet with Mr. Lee."

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Timeskip
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The bell of freedom rang in the hallways, dismissing the kids from their classes to go to whatever else they had planned after 3pm. For most of us, it was work or studying.

I looked down at my phone, watching the LED screen light up and buzz gently against the table, alerting me of a notification. As I carefully placed my things into my bag, I used my other hand to check the text I had received.

Boss man 💪:
Yo, do you mind workin a bit
later tonight? We're gettin
low on menu items & I need my
best pastry chef to help out.
+ We got more stock.

I sighed. I knew had to run my blog and do a short assignment tonight but the extra money in my pocket was worth the stress fueled night.

Seokjinnie:
Yeah dw. I got it covered. 💪🤑

I swung my backpack over my shoulder, walking off the now energetic school grounds as fast as possible so I'd be able to get there on time. Even if it was only a 20 minute walk, I liked to be early so I could start sooner. Knowing the fact that I work after school hours means we're usually packed for the first few hours. I don't complain if it is, I think that always have a little bit of stress weighing on you is the best way to work. In my opinion at least.

I didn't know that I'd be the most stressed I've ever been in the longest time.

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A/N:
WOW CADENCE IS ACTUALLY POSTING UPDATES FOR ONCE??
THIS IS A MIRACLE!!
For real though, I had a mega writer's block. It was killing me. TT

BUT THE NEW BTS ALBUM HAS BEEN INSPIRING ME TO GET BACK INTO THE RHYTHM OF WRITING AGAIN.

This is a bad start to this fic though, I want it to get better and it will don't worry!!!!!! ❤️❤️🙌🙌 Please stick with me my lovelies!!!!
Ilysm! Have a great day~

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