Dear Heart,
I know, I know.
Calm down.
You have all the right to feel that way
It's been years already
I know you deserve to feel that butterflies again
You deserve that giddy feeling
That feeling of being the apple in someone's eye
Being cared and being important
How could it feel like you've known him for a long time where in fact you've just known him for 24hrs?
He would tell you everything.
The little things you wanted to know from someone you like.
You are so stubborn heart you know?
Yeah. I already like him
because of your stubborness
I can't fight it when it's all that you want
And guess what? It's only been three days!
He's already making my life magical like I dreamed it would be
I felt so comfortable to open my world for him and I already wish to be with him
He is nice
He always text and chat me
He would be worried without my response
He kept me preoccupied for a week
But miscommunication occured..
I didn't know what I did wrong
Or what I said wrong..
I realized It's not easy to understand when you've never been with him
Maybe that's a rule to maintain a relationship that is just about to grow
I was so afraid..
And suddenly my feelings were guarded again
I felt that I needed to or I might lead my heart to the wrong path again
I wish I could know better
What should I do heart? 💔
I just want to have someone constantly makes me feel wanted, that I matter.
I just want to be genuinely happy.
So I choose to think the other way around.
Calm down.
Maybe it's not me nor him
Maybe it's no big deal
Maybe I just have to keep this going
Maybe not.
It's just weird that a week ago he told me that I am important for him.
He was so excited with all the possibilities and I was too.
He told me lots of stories
He talks about me with his friends
How could it change so fast?
I thought wrong again..
It's just a possibility that's never meant to happen.
He never intended to pursue me in the first place
Right.
This is the end of the short story you made.
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