He picked me up at 8am in a convenient store
He opened his car door for me
He talks comfortably as he drives like it's not the first time we met
And to my surpise . . so do I
Maybe he has this welcoming power around him
I barely remember our conversation though
At some point he held my hand like it's the most normal thing in the world
He fixed my seatbelt as we went on
And as we get closer to my work he slows down..
He wanted more time.
I still have time so he insist me to stay for few minutes
He parked the car and we talked for more.
My heart is pounding at that time for what would happen next
Then I gave my signal that I need to go..
He went so sad.
He ask for a hug.
How do I say 'No' to that when he woke up early just to drive me to work
And so I took a deep breath and said.. "Okay"
We hug.
I thought a hug is just a hug
But he doesn't let go
He held on me tight
He went so dramatic about me leaving him alone in that car, me not being able to message him at work, I said I will when I can
I hug him back. I remembered his scent, I still do.
I let go first because I'm so nervous.
I never let anyone get into my personal space.
As I'm getting ready to get down the car..
He took my left hand and kiss it
I silently prayed that I'm not blushing.
I got down before he would even notice.
He was saying something as I close his door
I nod even when I didn't understand and turned my back
I couldn't hide my smile after that.
But I knew from that moment
I'm ruined.
