The suicide note

Your my great escape

I walked in the house and it was very old nothing has changed but the furniture since the last time I've been here and that was years ago. I was shocked but at the same time I wasn't because I knew she was hurt still. She showed me my room and I just pretended like I liked it even though I wanted to tell her I didn't but my aunt took grandma house very seriously so I didn't criticize the room. I unpacked my stuff and just sat on the unmade bed I felt tears about to pour down my face but I held them back because I was going to be strong for my baby sister. She gave me some sheets for the bed and I took a shower and laid in the bed until my phone started ringing. It was Tyson,I wanted to pick up and hear what he had to say but my pride got in the way so I ignored his phone call. He texted me more than once and I just ignored it I couldn't talk to him even though I wanted to and needed to I just couldn't. The next day I didn't wake up on my own but aunt Libby tapped me to wake up to go to school —
{conversation}
Aunt Libby -you have thirty minutes to get ready for school,if you aren't outside in thirty minutes you'll be walking those five miles so I suggest you hurry up!
Me-umm okay
{end of conversation}
I hated living there already and it haven't even been a week yet I just couldn't believe what my mother did to me it was so shocking. I quickly got ready for school and I looked at the clock on my phone and I had only three minutes left so I grabbed my book bag and rushed downstairs. I hopped in the car and listened to music on my way we drove once again in silence. She pulled up to my school and I know your probably thinking how does she know where my school is but she knew from my mom my mom gave her a whole story about me and I wasn't shocked because I knew she would. While in school I ignored everybody too many things were happening in my personal life for me to focus on my popularity I needed to clear my mind and I didn't know who to run to because I didn't really have any mutual friends like that. Kathy was just someone to call while bored so I had to swallow my pride and hit up Tyson after school so he can rescue me from all the bullshit. After school Kathy walked up to me—
{conversation}
Kathy-are you okay?
Me-I'm fine but I gotta go I'll talk later
Kathy-okay but wait are we still on for fro-yo Friday?
Me-no,sorry something came up
Kathy-oh okay that's cool
{end of conversation}
For the first time I didn't feel bad for lying to Kathy because I didn't feel like talking to her about irrelevant crap based on the fact that I needed somebody to be there for me and she wasn't the right person for that. I called Tyson after school and he pulled up pretty fast than usual—
{conversation}
Me-well you arrived quickly!
Tyson-I was in the neighborhood when you called me
Me-oh okay
Tyson-yeah so hop in
Me-okay
Tyson-where are we going
Me-far...
{end of conversation}
I wanted him to take me far away from our city because it was too much going on at the moment and I felt like being with Tyson was the only thing that could ease my mind and help me vent to him. He pulled up to the beach and I hopped out the car and too my shoes off—
{conversation}
Tyson-is this far enough?
Me-yes,yes it is
Tyson-very well,so tell me why'd you call me?
Me-I felt like I owed you a apology and plus I needed you
Tyson-you don't owe me anything I owe you the apology
Me-your right but I should've never spazzed out like that,that was uncalled for
Tyson-I don't blame you deserved the truth
Me-mmm
Tyson-but I am sorry Emily I just looked into your eyes that night and realized one day I was going to fall hard for you and my predictions were true because you aren't like most girls you have a different spin of you,you don't care for how popular you are and you definitely don't care about those parties
Me-how are you so sure?
Tyson-I just am because I just see it in your actions, you aren't that type of girl and I love that about you
Me-hmm I see that you read body language
Tyson-I guess you can say that
Me-hmm
Tyson-so it's your turn what's going on in that pretty little head of yours? You wouldn't wanna go far for nothing. Are you running away from something or someone?
Me-not really, I mean my mom made me stay with my aunt Libby and she's a wreak she's just some old women in her mid forties who's miserable about my grandmas death, her children are gone because she ran them off and I just don't wanna be in there position but I guess my mom thinks she can help me
Tyson-so where's your mom and your little sister? Are they still at the house?
Me-no they moved to Elves Ville
Tyson-wow
Me-I know right I guess she's been saving up since our dad left
Tyson-maybe she has but I know your mom loves you because if she didn't she wouldn't send you off she just needs time Em-bear so just give her that and you'll be right back home but that's only if you give Libby a chance.
Me-maybe your right
Tyson-it's a good chance
{end of conversation}
We walked and talked about random things and I loved it Tyson was so special it felt like he didn't have any flaws and I loved that. Aunt Libby begin to call my phone but I kept pressing ignore because I didn't wanna go home. Too bad things didn't last long because Tyson had to go because he was taking a test tomorrow and I just had boring school the next day and honestly I hated school because it felt like
It was no use to go. Like sometimes I wished I could skip this school year and the next one and just be in college with Tyson so we can be in our own little world. He drove me home and we jammed to the radio when he pulled up in the drive way he softly kissed me and told me good night I got out the car and walked into the house knowing exactly what I had in store—
{conversation}
Aunt Libby-WHERE IN THE HELL WERE YOU I KEPT CALLING YOU!!?
Me-Why are you yelling? I went to the beach to get some air and I needed time to think I didn't feel like dealing with life.
Aunt Libby-I can careless what you wanna deal with, you live in my house now Emily and you answer when I call!!!
Me-hmmm okay well anyways I'm going to sleep.
Aunt Libby-this isn't over young lady
Me-sure!
{end of conversation}
(Aunt Libby's POV)
I knew Emily was doing stupid things that's why my sister called me. She couldn't handle her and now I knew how she couldn't. I remember when Emily was so sweet and young minded and the world just seemed like a big place to her. The truth was when Emily got older things just got harder and my sister was wrapped up in her mind and was very naive to the fact her husband was abusive and violent toward both her children it hurt to see the way Emily turned out because she was so strong and smart but then her world turned upside down too fast for her to keep track. Emily was dying inside and I could see it through her eyes and this was something not everybody couldn't see including my sister.
(Emily's POV)
I freshened up and went to bed instantly I hated living here it just didn't feel the same without Rose coming to my room and talking to me until she fell asleep. The next morning Aunt Libby did the same thing as the last mornings I got ready and headed outside to the car. The same thing happened like last time and so did the rest of the week because it was boring living with aunt Libby because she was very plain. The weekend hit and I was so excited because I had a chance to hang  out with Tyson. He was really like a great escape and I enjoyed every weekend with him. He took me out for ice cream on Saturday and on Sunday he took me to a drive through movie and we watched the movie in the back of his pick up truck until he made a move on me and not just a kiss but a sudden thigh grab,then he gripped my waist pull my body toward his and begin to unbutton my pants—
{conversation}
Me-I'm sorry Tyson this is too public for me
Tyson-I got you
{end of conversation}
He quickly hopped out the back and into the car I followed behind,he drove to a hill where you can see the whole city at and told me get in the back. I climbed in the back and laid down on the blankets we left in the back of truck. He pulled my pants off because I never buttoned them back up he stripped his self and I took my top off. He took it out and slid it into me