Black

39: Manager

listen up guys, so my parents just introduced me to the sisters of the church and wanted me to go to their retreat house for three fucking days with no phone. hOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE WITH NO BLACKPINK IN MY SYSTEM?!??!? two more chapter before i go to Lord's backyard lmao.

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Cameras. Flashes. Lots of People. Microphones. Chaeng and I sat beside each other with bottles in the white cloth table. We started doing the press con. I'm uneasy because I don't want lots of people looking and taking a picture of me. I'm a introvert for god's sake. Only Lisa knows that. Chaeng noticed my reaction and held my hand under the table. I looked at her and she smiled.

"It will be over. Just wait for a couple of minutes okay? Smile." She said then she turned her gaze to the reporters.

"So, Miss Kim, why did you decided to be a model? We heard that before the President of KJ Entertainment approved your magazine debut, you passed some portfolio and your photos there are so good." One of the reporters asked me. I took a deep breath and looked at them with the clicking cameras directly at my face.

"It's true that I passed my own portfolio. I put my passion in there and since I was a kid, my only dream is to become a model. Thanks to KJ Entertainment they made it possible." I tried to smile. Omg, I just want to go home.

"Can we ask you who was your photographer?" The other reporter asked me.

Bang. There it is again, the pain that I'm starting to be used to.

I faked a smile, I shouldn't cry here for god's sake. I felt Chaeng brushes my hands.

"Yeah, she's the famous L-Lisa Manoban. The world class photographer." By that, they all reacted.

"OMG. The Lisa Manoban."
"Shit, she's lucky."
"I wonder how KJ Entertainment afford her."
"No wonder she passed. Nice one."

"Are you a friend of her?"

I smiled bitterly. She's not my friend. She's my wife.

"Y..yeah, a very close friend of mine."

"But where is she right now?" Some reporter asked.

"She's---"

"Please ask me now." Chaeng interrupted them. They all looked at Chaeng and positioned their camera to Chaeng.

Fuck, that was close.

"So, Miss Park, tell us about your album." The man asked her. She cleared her throat and smiled. Damn, she's good at this one.

"I wrote all the songs in my album and I am the one who designed it." She smiled. The people reacted writing in their laptops and recording what Chaeng has just said.

"What's the name of your album?"

"How about your main track?"

"The name of my album is 'Brightest Start' it's really for a friend of mine who helped me to write my main track. I dedicate this album to her..." She tightened the grip in my hands and looked at the camera. "So if you're watching this you dork, come home. We'll wait for you."