I Love Him, Not You...(A Connor Franta Fanfic)

Chapter 40

I walk into the house with a big smile on m face. I put the groceries down and go upstairs.

"Connor, I'm back, and guess what?"

"What?" he replies

"I found our wedding song. You & I by 1D. I just think it's perfect for us like we've gone through so much and we've never left each other." I can't keep the fucking smile off my face.

"And I think we need to schedule. I'm ready Connor." Connor looks at me with joy and excitement in his eyes.

"I am too. I love you." he says.

"I love you too." I kiss him.

"Ok, I need to go make you soup."

"Alright. And thanks for giving me a following spree!"

"They miss you Connor, I know how they feel. It's not the best feeling knowing that someone you look up to and love doesn't even bother to think about you. I know you think about them and care about them, but they won't realize that. Oh, and I vlogged a bit on your camera. Watch it." I toss the camera at him before going downstairs to make the soup.

"Jenn, can you clean the-" I stop and se that Jenn is already boilin the chicken.

"Thanks Jenn." I smile, giving her a hug.

"I'm so sorry."

"It's ok."

"Cara I just eanted to say that Sam wasn't told to hurt you. He has anger issues." My eyes flicker to the man who I recently forgave. Worry fills my eyes.

"He hasn't hurt you right Jenn?"

"Of course not! But he has thrown things around. He always snaps out of it when he realizes how scared I am."

"He really loves you." I smile.

"Yup."

"Well is he doing anger management?"

"Yeah, he has one tomorrow, and he sorta needs to bring someone who has been affected by his anger.." she replies, looking at me nervously

"And he wants me and Connor to go." I say. She nods and looks at me with pleading eyes.

"I will go, but I don't know if Connor will agree to it. I'll ask him though."

"Thank you so much Cara, I just want him to get better." she says hugging me.

"Haha, no problem."

"So I'm guessing that she said yes?" Sam's voice startles me. She nods giddily.

"But, I don't know about Co- Oh!" Sam pulls me into a death crushing hug.

 "Thank you Cara."

"Your welcome Sam."

--Aftter giving Connor Soup---

"ANDREA PLEASE!"

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" was that Kian and Andrea?

 Andrea comes downstairs bawling her eyes out.

"Oh my God , Andrea, what's wrong?"

"Kian and I are done." (AN AM I THE ONLY ONE DEVESTATED BY THEIR BREAKUP IN REAL LIFE LIKE I COULDNT CONTINUE IT IN MY STORY ID BAWL)

Jenn, Sam, and I share glances.

Jenn looks at Sam and nods he head towards the stairs, so Sam can go talk to Kian.

"Come on Andrea." I grab Ricky's keys and Jenn drags her with us out he door.

I test Rebecca and Anthony. (yeah, i met them)

To: LohanthonyXD; BeccaBoo:*

Emergency 911 sleepover at Andrea's.

Jenn sits in the back of the car with Andrea and I drive to CVS.

I get out the car and buy five cartons of Moose Tracks and nutella and chocoate syrup and popcorn.

When I get back in, I put the groceries in the passenger seat and drive to Jenn and Andrea's apaartment.

Once we reach the house, I tell Jenn to get a few blankets to put in Andrea's room. I put the popcorn in the microwave and found Finidng Nemo on on top of Jenn's tv in her room. I run over to Andrea's room and toss it on her bed. I go into the kitchen and get the popcorn form the microwave and pour it in a bowl. I get the syrup and squirt some around in the bowl. (Dont Judge it's delicious) I get five spoons and bring all the food into Andrea's room.

"why five spoons?" Jenn asked.

"Rebecca and Anthony are coming over." I hear a knock on the door and I rush to answer it.

"Hey, what's going on?" Rebecca says.

"Kian and Andrea broke up." they look at me in shock, and I tell them to come with me to Andrea's room.

"Ok, as soon as you tell us what happened, we're gonna forget about it and have a movie night ok?" Andrea faintly smiles at me and nods.

"Kian and I have been getting into a lot of fights lately, and he's ben aggresive. He doesn't hit me or anything, but always had to push me against a wall and grab my wrists when I fought back. I even get bruises of his fingers digging into my skin. Well today he was telling me not to wear crop tops or shorts when I'm not with him. I know it's not a big deal, but it's the fact that he acts like he owns me. I told him that. I told him he doesn't own me and he was clueless to what I meant. I said he as stupid and he shoved me, I hit my head against the wall. I told him that this was an example, and I showed him the bruises. He apologized but I said I was done with him. I'm not going to let him control me anymore. He begged for me to stay, but I couldn't. That's when I came downstairs crying." What the fuck Kian.

"I can't believe him." Rebecca mumbles.

"He's an ass, you can do better" Anthony says. We pull into a group hug.

"Alright, time for movies and junk food" Jenn smiles.

I text Connor.

To: Babes! <3

Staying at Andrea's for the night. Don't let Kian come over here. He did something really bad and Andrea doesn't want to see him. Love you.

From: Babes! <3

Sam told me they broke up. I never knew he did something bad though. Don't worry. Love you too. <3

We put on the movie and ate the chocolate-based foods.

After the movie ended, we changed and went to bed.