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@tessawills: guess who's back.
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@username1: yESSSSSS
@username2: yAyyyyyyy you're back!
@hater1: ughhhhh whyyyy?!
@username3: yEssssss tHe qUeen iS bAckkkkkk 👑👸🏻
@roadtripbrooklyn: happy you're happier now 💗
@perrieedwards: we all love you my tezza 💕
@tessawills: @perrieedwards love you toooo my pezza 💘
@tessawills: @roadtripbrooklyn all thanks to you and my pezza and jadeyyyy ❣️💙
t e s s a
today i was meeting jack. brooklyn kept telling me how nice he is and how he's irish.
during my small break, i became more organised and i may still not be over luke just yet, brooklyn has helped me a lot over the past week. he came over everyday and he made me so happy and thankful. i changed into some clothes and put my makeup on and grabbed everything i needed and left.
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brooklyn met me half way to their flat as he was at the shop.
"is jack actually gonna be there this time?" i asked him.
"yep" he laughed. i love his laugh so much.
i nodded and began thinking.
will he be nice? what if he hates me? what if i hate him? what if i fall for him as well? no. i can't like two people at the same time, can i?
yeah, during the past week i've confirmed it with myself that i like brooklyn more than friends. i can't help it though, his smile brightens my day completely. his laugh makes me smile until my cheeks hurt. i could think about him all day, everyday.
"tessa?"
my eyes snapped up to his as we stood outside the flat.
"we're here" he smiled. i smiled back without thinking.
"okay"
"are you okay? you seem really quite"
"i'm fine, i'm just thinking about a few things" i said.
"tess?"
"yeah?"
"your hands are shaking. are you nervous?" i looked down at my hands and they were indeed shaking. i began fidgeting with my fingers.
"a little, yeah.."
"don't be. he won't bite your head off" he smiled.
he gave me a reasuring smile as he opened the door.
"guys, i'm back!" he yelled.
"tessa!" i heard someone shout as i was picked up. it was andy.
"andy! i've missed you!" i told him as he put me down and hugged me tightly.
"i've missed you too! are you okay now?" he asked, smiling at me.
"yes! i'm much happier now thanks to brooklyn" i smiled back.
"aw-"
"tessa!" andy was cut off my rye running up to me. he pushed andy (gently) out the way and hugged me as tightly as he could.
"as much as i love you rye, i can't breathe" i said.
"sorry" he laughed as loosened his grip on me.
"you look so much happier!" he mentioned.
i laughed and nodded "yep! and i feel it too" i smiled widely.
"why's everyone so happy out here?" i heard someone ask. rye let go of me and andy took his place again. he wrapped his arms around me and his face in my neck. he was mumbling something about how i smelt really nice and how he didn't get to hug me long enough.
"jack! this is tessa. tess, this is jack" brooklyn said.
"hi! sorry i would hug you or something but.. yeah" i laughed as i pointed at andy still hugging me.
"babes you need to let go for a sec" i said to him. he nodded and ran over to rye and hugged him instead. i've been calling everyone 'baby, babe or babes' for some reason recently.
"hi" i said as i hugged him and oh my gosh he smelt amazing. i let go and looked at him and he was gorgeous. his brown hair looked so soft and his eyes looked so pretty. his accent? holy shiiiit! sorry brook's accent is cute and everything but jack's? so adorable, no joke
i smiled at him as brooklyn grabbed my hand.
"are you two dating or..?" jack asked.
"nope" brooklyn said. i couldn't help but slightly frown. i tried not to show my disapointment as i shook my head at jack. brooklyn still had his hand in mine as he dragged me to the sofa in the 'mindy room'. we all sat down as brooklyn sat on the left side of me, still holding my hand tightly and jack sat on my right side. randy on andy's bed (cuddling of course).
i smiled at everyone, showing how happy i truely was.
"where's mikey?" i asked. "he's gone home for a few days, he said he was missing his family" rye told me.
"ah okay" i smiled once again.
"i'm glad you're happy again" brooklyn whispered to me. i turned to face him and smiled. our noses almost touching, our eyes getting lost in each others as we both smiled widely. i saw brooklyn take a real quick glance at my lips before looking back in my eyes.
he began to slowly lean in as so did i. it all happened in such a slow moment as i felt everyones eyes on us.
