Strange Love ¦ ForthBeam

00:20 [White Lie]

Beam POV

I lied to Forth! But it was to get his attention so he would at least look at me since he didn't stopped thinking about his internship at the oil company he wanted!

I cleaned his room and every night I was there with homemade food for him... Yes if you're thinking that I cooked it... It's true!

I was being a wifeu... You know he never treated me like a woman, calling me cute names like sunshine or something he just treated me as who I am a Guy... He loves me I know but...

Flashback

We were on the club... I was really sad because Forth was working hard to have is dream come true!

"Beam... Love! Are you ok? Wanna talk about... Hummm my internship on that oil company... I feel really horrible for leaving you behind!" Forth said

I was sad but I forced a smile "Forth you have to persue your dreams don't look behind!" I uttered

End of flashback

Forth POV

I finally got my internship at the oil company I wanted, but something is wrong this whole month Beam have been avoiding me...

I went to his faculty foodcourt but he wasn't there!

I went to his building dorm but no one answered when I knocked at his door!

I called him a million times but he never answered!

I texted him but he never replied!

"Forth, can we talk?" I heard Kit voice behind me

"Sure!" I said

We sat on a bench in the Med foodcourt "Forth, probably I shouldn't been talking with you about this but..." Kit nervously uttered

"Yes! Is it about Beam?" I thinking I already knew it was about him

"Forth, Humm... Beam lied to you! He is scared to lose you so he lied saying for you to persue your dreams! He is always at your faculty field seeing you from a far! He is always at your dorm building hided to see you arrive! He can't admite but he surely prefers to be treated as your wife instead of your boyfriend... I never saw him so pale and so skinny as now... He surely misses you but he prefers to let you go than to have you close and frustrated because you didn't persued your dreams!" Kit Said

Kit's words were like knifes slicing my heart!

"Kit, can you take me to him I really need to see him... I am worried about him I miss him!" I asked

Beam POV

I was in my dorm! My room was a mess, my clothes all over the room...

God, I was so pale, so skinny... My eyes weren't shining anymore!

"Ai'Beam, open up!" I heard Kit saying

I was in bed weak because I didn't ate for a month... "Door is unlocked I can't get up I'm too weak Kit!" I said

I heard the door opening but I wasn't expecting to see Forth standing close to my bed looking at me with puppy eyes worried!

"Why you brought him here?" I asked

Kit left the room and Forth laid down close to me back hugging me...

"Forth... I" I wanted to talk but Forth stopped me

"Shhhh" he said "Rest you need, I won't leave you!"

Forth POV

Let me just say he is in pain but I have to tell him about my internship!

"Beam... I am going to be close to the university when I get my internship! The oil company has another small company close to the university so I'll be there and I will always see you!" I said

He turned around to face me...

"Forth, you want to be in the big company not here so you should go there!" he said hugging me tie "I'm ok, don't look at me when you leave!"

"Beam I'm not leaving!" I uttered "Even if I had that possibility I wouldn't take it! You're more important than the internship! I thought you already knew that!"

He was eyes widen... "Forth, I can't do that to you!" he cried hiding his face on my chest!

After half an hour crying he finally fell asleep!

He really thought I would leave him!

3rd person POV

Forth is a little weird but a good guy! He left Beam sleeping and cleaned his room, went out to wash Beam's clothes and came back before Beam wake up to put his clothes drying on the balcony of his room window!

He even bought food for both...

He was taking care of the only person he loved for this almost 9 years and... 3 of that 9 years his boyfriend...

You know Forth just can't see Beam 'dying' and not do nothing to save his weak lover!

"Forth!" Beam said when he woke up he didn't saw Forth

"Yes!" Forth came inside after putting Beam's clothes drying "I'm here!"

Forth sat close to Beam on his bed "Wanna eat?" Forth asked

Beam nodded.

"But I can't get up!" Beam said sadly

Forth got the food for Beam and him turned on Beam's TV "Eat slowly but eat, you need to be stronger, love!" Forth uttered smiling

They ate but Beam didn't ate too much he didn't felt good eating!

Forth kissed Beam... Geez he was missing Beam's kisses and touch so much!

"Beam, I missed you so much!" Forth said

Beam's tears of joy were running down his face "I was missing you too!" he said

Forth hugged Beam and they both end up falling asleep!

Author: A little of drams between Forth and Beam!