Letters For My Dearest Mina

Dream

I went outside to see them.

The test was difficult but i managed to answer it...

The papers.... It reminds me of you..

Its hilarious to think that those questions were the one you helped me with...

Ofcourse i listened to each and every word you told me...

I remembered them clearly....

Irene Noona was spacing out... She dosent pay attention..

'ill just go first hyung'

Seulgi hyung told us to celebrate, tho im not sure if i'll pass....

I refused his offer, i just wanna go and sleep

But then noona said "i will cook seweed soup"

That sounds great!  Hyung said..

Aishh this Bear he really loves eating.

I let the both of them lead the way and trust me you aint gonna love what im seeing.

The both of them being 'love dovey' gross

We reached The apartment where Irene Noona and i Stay.

I went directly to my room.

I opened my laptop.... There i saw emails from jeongyeon...

From Hyung

     Cub, where are you?
What happened! Please talk to us... Everybody is looking for you... We missed you so much..

From Hyung

       Son Chaeyoung its been two fucking Weeks where the hell are you, i went to your house and i saw no ghost of you! The hell are you, your making me worried sick..

From Hyung:

Chaeng, i hope you are reading this...
I lost her.... She didnt belive me... She thrown our 2years relationship... I hope you are here buddy... I really need you......

The hell happened to Jeongyeon...

Should i tell him where i am?

What if he will tell everybody...

To Hyung:

    Hyung!  What happened! Im sorry if i left that day... Im not in our house right now... Im not even in korea.. Or in Asia..... Im at London My sisters Have decided to bring me here... I will be continuing my life here... Im sorry if i didnt tell you earlier about this... I hope you will forgive me Hyung.

From Hyung:

  Thank Goodness you replied!  I was worried sick... I thought you're dead
You damn bastard how could you not tell me! London wtf.... When will you come back?

To Hyung:

  Im not sure,What happened  to the both of you!? You guys ok there?

From Hyung:

    I'll get my plane ticket,i'll vistit you by next week..i'll tell you everything once i get back.... We missed you cub!  See you soon..

To Hyung:

  Jeongyeon Hyung i have a favor to ask you.... Please dont tell anybody about me.... Please let them forget me...

From Hyung:

I will not tell anyone i promise...

I closed my laptop.... Then i closed my eyes....

Minari? You look beautiful.

I saw her walking down the aisle with a boquet of flowers in her hand.She was wearing a very elegant white dress, with her smile that no jewel could buy...

I smiled as i opened my arms ready to hug her tight.

'I know i would come back to you' i said

But then you pass through me.. You went straight....

And when i looked at the back..

I saw how bam bam hold your hand and faced the altar.

I forgot you will marry him, not me...

I fall down on my knees as i saw the both of you smile.You exchanged vows to him... You promised that You will cherish him forever.

I couldnt stop my tears from flowing..

In the end I lost the fight...

I loose her..

I loose the girl I love..

It pains me to wish a "HAPPY wedding Day may the both of you cherish each other"

The day that i feared came...

You marrying him...

I cried and cried....

Why do i have to see this!?

Why do i have to see you marrying each other....

Minari? Why do i have to see this, i asked her.

"oh Chaeyoungie ofcourse you need to see my wedding day after all you are my Best Friend"

Thats im only your best friend....

"Chaeyoung! "

Chaeyoung!

Chaeng!

Wake up you dumb ass!

I woke up,i heared Seulgi's voice while knocking the door...

Thanks God it was all just a dream...

Im coming!  I said

"You better be Irene is really mad Right now"

Dear Mm,

    I had the worst Nightmare....
I saw you and Bam bam... You ended up with him.... You married him
I was there watching the both of you exchanging vows.... I thank God it was all a dream.... But minari... What if those are true..... What if you will really end up with him.... If that time comes minari i dont know what to do... I cant afford to loose you... I love you Penguin

    ~Chaeng...

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