Thiccy™️ (Book of Random)

Honestly

   I've been feeling like absolute shit. But I hate feelings. I'm not being edgy or emo when I say that. I genuinely hate having feelings. Or having to identify them. Sometimes I wish I was just a robot or something. No feelings. Nothing other than my program.
   I tried doing a vent book. Where I write everything I feel down. It'll probably end up looking really emo and edgy.
  Maybe I'm going through my emo phase but just don't know it. That could be it. Ya know, hormones and shit.
   Anyway, I just need time off from everything happening. It's all going on at once. Even now, I'm wasting time writing this instead of doing homework. Or just relaxing. Or eating.
   So yeah, small itty bitty vent.
P.S- As you can see, like I said, feeling are hard to describe or express
P.P.S- I've always felt like this. I just don't tell people.