Maliks POV
The second day of school is always much harder than the first. By the second day the fact that u're going to have to keep going to school until next break really starts to sink in and feel real.
I have Jenna in every. single. one. of. my. classes. which would be great because she is really funny and we get a long really well except over the summer i think i hung out with her to often and gave her the wrong idea. All my friends keep saying she has a crush on me, not good. i don't like her like that at all.
First period art class she came and sat next to me while the teacher was talking. "Do you want to hang out with my at lunch?" she asked not paying any attention to the teacher at all.
"uhm i think kaadir and a few others are going to get pizza at lunch, you can come with" i know she doesn't like kaadir but i already told him i was going.
"ugh those guys are so sketchy, i really don't know why you hang around them" shes sort of right, they are sort of sketchy, some of them deal but thats it and its not really anything to be worried about.
"pleeease hang out with me" she whined jokingly.
i laugh at her whining and pat her head "jenna i told u just come with us"
"fine"
"fine"
she turned back to the teacher and continued listening to her
At lunch i found Kaadir and looked around for Jenna i couldn't see her anywhere but i know she'd be pissed if i left without her.
i texted her
lol we're at the front r u still coming?
she responded instantly
yea but can i talk to you first? its important, i promise we can catch up with the guys right after
she is always making up shit not to hang out with them. i let my friends leave without me and found Jenna
"so what is it" i ask half laughing at the fact that she was to scarred to hang out with my friends.
"so we have been hanging out a lot and i was hoping that you would be my boyfriend" she blurted out so fast it took me a second to process what she said
oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck i am gonna tell her
" i'm gay" i say almost faster then she talked
her smile turned into a confused laugh " what? for real? your'e joking. I don't believe you. "
"don't tell anyone" i say instantly regretting coming out to her "please"
"oh my god" she laughed "i won't, i swear" although she was laughing, she was being serious. i think i trust her to keep my secret.
She is the first person i've told, i don't even think i've said it out loud before. i think i have always just known. i figured i'd find a boyfriend in university or something once i'm away from all the dickheads at this school, boyfriend at university is still the plan. i cannot even imagine coming out to all my friends, they not homophobic but they are immature and they wouldn't get it. all that being said i'm glad i told Jenna because i can't really think of a better person to tell.
Jenna and I sit beside each other in science class, i was put beside her because i was being to loud. it doesn't really matter where you put me in the class though, since all my friends are in this class i can talk to pretty much anyone.
Jenna and I don't really talk about the gay thing. I don't really want to talk about it with her, and i think she understands that there isn't much more to say.
After school Kaadir, me and a bunch of other friends hung out behind a target. We were just smoking pot a hanging out and i wasn't even thinking about the jenna thing until one of the guys brought it up. "so Malik, did Jenna pop the question today?" he asked. "ohmy fuckin god, when you say it like that it sounds like we're getting married or something" i said exhaling smoke "yea she asked but i said no, shes not my type" (girls aren't my type)
715 words? wowie not as long as the last one, ps i promise all this is just a setup for something wonderful! PLEASE KEEP READING I LOVE YOU XOXOXOXOXOOX
