FANFICS (MysticMessenger)

Part I : The Curse

Hurt

That's the feeling that hits me when she told us she's going to leave. Why? Why did she wanted to leave us? We gave her our love. To say it's just love is an understatement. We gave her our everything. I gave her my entire self, my body and my soul. But why did she chose to leave us?

Are we merely a simple distraction for her to get off her mind with her life? When she's bored? No. I couldn't and wouldn't believe that. She's not that kind of person. Or, is she? Many thoughts came to my mind as i was figuring out what made her to do this even though she had made it obvious about why she's made that choice.

"Hey, I'm just going to say that I'll be leaving. Awh, don't give me that look. Can't help it. I'm getting bored with you guys. Plus, things outside there are getting more better for me. Oh and do know that it's fun while it last. Thanks for your time." Her words, her expression when she said those words, it keeps on repeating on my mind like a broken record.

Why did she made promises that she couldn't keep? Why did she work so hard to earn our trust when she's just going to betray us in the end? Why did she gave us hope that she's not the same with all the people that have betrayed us? It hurts me so much. And yet, i keep on remembering the time we used to spend together. Those laughters, those tears, did it really meant nothing?

Guess thinking about it now won't worth anything since it won't change the fact that she has already left us. Haha. It's just so funny how we literally begged her to stay but she just stood there laughing and humiliating us saying that we're pitiful. But little did she knows that she's the one made us that way. A sudden thought suddenly hit me. What would i do if she comes back? Would i accept her back? Would i get mad at her?

That's truly a million dollars question. Deep inside my heart, i know that i would accept her back with all my heart. I knew that we would always fall back to her tricks. We knew the circumstances for loving her. However it seems like we've gotten ourselves an unbreakable curse. A curse to love her unconditionally no matter what happened. What a cruel curse.

It truly is a magnificent, yet tragic love story.

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A/N : idk why i wrote this tbh. I got bored and ended up writing this so ya i thought about posting it. It's not perfectly made and crappy but i hope you guys liked it 😊 Do forgive my errors too 🐶