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Part VII : "We're The Same"

A/N ✖️ Saeran is constantly on my mind these days so ye i thought of writing a story about him. I thought of writing him accepting his other self but it's just too hard. I did ended up writing it though but idk how to feel about it. *rolls off a cliff* Oh well, do forgive my errors and i hope you enjoy! 💖

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Why is it so hard for you to accept me?"

"Shut up! I won't accept you and i won't ever be like you!"

"You won't ever be like me? Haha that's so hilarious. Even an elementary kid knows better than you."

"You are me. And I'm you. Learn to accept that."

"No! Never!" He couldn't take any of those words anymore. He covers his ears with his hands ferociously while wishing for the voice in head to disappear.

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The cold air in his room woke him up to an acidulous mood. The memories from last night comes flashing which causes a groan to escape his dry lips.

He stood up to grab some water to quench the thirst inside his pale mouth. It's as if he was trapped in the Sahara desert for days.

"I need to find a way to stop him from hurting anyone else."

He dials the number of his therapist. "I feel his presence. He's coming back and i need your help."

"Mind telling me the details- I'm sorry i won't ask about it. Just come to my office later. I have found a treatment that might work on you. But it'll erase his presence entirely."

He ended the call and absorbing the words from his head last night.

"I really need to get rid of him" He thought to himself. "But he's you, and you're him." a voice suddenly interrupts him. "No." He shakes his head and punched his heart. "Remember what he have done."

He shuts his eyes and recalls the times when Unknown took over his body and hurt someone precious to him very badly.

"Rika died because of me. I couldn't ever let that happen ever again."

He gets ready to meet his therapist when suddenly he bumped into the turquoise-haired male.

"Oh, nice meeting you here. How are you Saeran?" greeted the turquoise-haired male.

It has been months since he forgave Jihyun for taking away his twin brother. He's still trying to get along with Jihyun. But seeing his face, he keeps on reminding himself of the past when he was abused and being left all alone.

"Your brother left you because he didn't love you anymore! Stop whining about his whereabouts when he doesn't even care about you! What an annoying brat you are!" such harsh words came out from the woman who so claims to be his mother while pushing the crying boy to the ground. "Stay there and stop bothering me. What a useless kid."

"No. He didn't leave me. He'll come back. He will. He promised me." He keeps on repeating those words but Saeyoung never came until Rika saved him from the harsh woman.

"Saeran, hey. Are you okay?" His thoughts are being interrupted by the touch of the turquoise-haired man. He removes Jihyun's hand from his shoulder. "I'm- I'm okay. Excuse me i need to go." He stated and walks past the male in front of him.

He shakes his head violently and dashes to his therapist office.

With a heavy pant he pushed the door and sits on the chair in front of the desk.