Sayori's After Effects

those long nights

It's been about 2 months since Sayori passed. I keep having nightmares about her speaking to me when I was looking in her eyes. She always keeps repeating. "why didn't you make those rain clouds go away."
I always wake up screaming with tears running down my face. This has been going on for sometime now. I don't know how much I can possibly take.
I get up from my bed and go to my mirror on the wall and begin to stare deeply into it. My eyes start to wonder as a Shadow races from my window across the walls towards me. I turn around fast and nothing is there. I can feel a cold breeze on the back of my neck as I slowly turn around I notice it's not just me in the mirror anymore.
My eyes widen as I see Sayori cry blood out of her eyes. She looks me deep in the eyes and begins to speak. "Why did you let me die? You knew I was depressed. I wasn't okay. I wasn't okay I wasn't okay. I WASN'T OKAY. I WASN'T OKAY. I WASN'T OKAY.
In complete fear I smash the mirror with my hand as blood starts to dripping down my hand. So much blood begins to poor out of my hand. I scream out loud. Waking up in front of my window noticing that it has a hole through it and as I look down at my hand it is all cut up. I quickly hurry downstairs to the bathroom to wrap up my hand. Lucky I didn't loose too much blood. I head back to my room and sit in the corner in fear. I didn't sleep that much that night. I didn't sleep much after that night.