skiddelz x reader

madi?bright?

Readers pov
Ok so we actually just left heaven and I'm still not use to this i am a year younger than bright and james.two years younger than pink and madi.madi is a fairy.james is also a fairy.bright is a angel.pink is a angel.and me?a angel.and I'll tell you a secret i have a crush on james a fairy it's forbidden and i love him.how much?i would die for him."hi madi,bright"pink says snapping me out of my thoughts still quiet"nice to see you again madi"james says "hi nice to remeet you guys"madi and bright says"but um who's that"madi asks"who's what"pink asks forgetting me again"her"madi says pointing to me laying in the grass looking to the sky thinking about how bright,me and mom used to star gaze or watch the clouds.mom and dad are dead.i was 4 when it happened a attack on the city.a fairy and a angel killed them they were angels."*sigh*i miss the old times and brights smile"i mummble"oh anyways that's silver she's just upset that you don't remember her bright she's your little sister"pink says"i remember her"bright says"you do thats good"pink says"yea anyways she can hear me right"bright asks"yes i can hear you"i say with a smile "congrats ya got her to smile"pink says"there's guardian angels who can come and go as they please and then theres angel knights me,pink and bright was one to"i say my smile gone i open my eyes and look at the sky and sigh again "bright we used to do this all the time with mom"i say with a small smile"i remember that too"bright says laying next to me we both were holding hands looking at the sky i got up and left to make a shrine"whatcha doin"james ask"making a shrine and DONE"i finish the shrine and ask god whats going on and why we cant go home."ok well lets wait"i say and go lay in the grass and fall asleep when i wake up I'm surrounded by torches and i hit the ground in pain "ow ow pink ow ow"i say before i get to pinks my wings turn black i go faster i get to her house everyone was there "PINK OPEN UP THIS AN EMERGENCY"I SCREAM pink opens the door and sees my wings and drags me and i face backwards so everyone sees my wings they all gasp and asks what happen i said i dont know "*sigh*I'll be back"i walk back to the torches and run my finger over them "he made me a fallen angel"i mummble"hey"madi and bright says"*sigh*I'm a fallen angel now"i say they gasp "are ya goin to tell pink and james"bright asks "no"i says "why not"madi asks "they have enough stress and besides I'm basically invisible to them they could forget about me for all i care"i said "forget about who and not tell who what"pink asks"ya"james says"*sigh*nothing"i mummble and get up and finish building my house i made a journal and start writing in the diary so heres the entry dear diary I'm a fallen angel but im also a complete mess does lazurite not want me anymore im so confused please save me anybody can save me right now and i wouldn't care just someone save me.i need someone to save me.i made a promise to help madi and bright.i plan on keeping that promise so if i dont get back to heaven lazurite I'm sorry but i think i might stay here so I'm forever alone cause i am forever alone ."*sigh*if only berry and keith were here they would help me cheer up UGH it's stupid i just want to see them again their probably worried sick"i say"why would you want them and why would they be worried sick"james asks and everyone nods"*sigh*one it's not ur business 2 because their like my brothers 3 because I'm like their lil sis"i answer closing my eyes laying on the ground mummbling cursez falling asleep dreaming of good days when we used to play in the lakes in heaven and keith and berry would throw me in i was crying i didn't even know it i stopped having emotions after mom and dad died."silver's crying"pink says everyone turns around and James says"thats impossible she stopped having feelings after her parents died I'm guessing when she seen bright they all came back to her"james says smiling at me he says"godamnit i know it's forbidden and i fucking love her "james says everyone laughs at james and bright says"go for it don't be afraid to take a hit and fall"bright says james nods and everyone cheers