Don't You Ever Leave (Alan Ashby)

chapter 11

I opened the bottle of advil and grabbed a water out of the fridge. I put the pill into my mouth and took a sip of the water. I've always hated pills. I haven't had a pill in forever to. I never get headaches or I never get sick either. I guess it the pregnancy. The last time I had a pill, I was trying to kill myself. I felt tears come to my eyes as I thought about it.

"Babe, what's wrong?" Alan asked. I just looked down at the bottle and shook my head.

"Daisha, please tell me what's wrong" Alan begged. I wiped away the tears on my cheeks and breathed in.

"When I was 17 I tryed to commit suicide. I tryed to overdose on drugs. I got bullied alot in high school and I just couldnt take it anymore. I thought no one cared. I ended up in a hospital. The only person who was there for me was Raegan. My family.." I said. I couldn't finish my sentence without crying. Alan held me close to him. I cried into his shirt. Raegan walked into the room and walked over.

"What happened?" She asked. I looked up at her.

"I told him about what happened when I was in high school" I managed to say. She came up to me and hugged me. I hugged back. We all walked back to the couch. I layed my head on Alans chest.

"So when are we going to the doctor?" Alan asked. I shrugged my shoulders.

"I'll call the hospital and ask if we can tomarrow" he said. I nodded. Alan grabbed his phone and dialed the number. He got up and walked to the kitchen.

"Raegan, thanks for always being there for me," I said quietly. She looked at me and smiled.

"You're welcome. Thank you for always being there for me too" she replyed as Alan walked back into the room.

"Tomarrow at 10am you have an appointment" he said.

"Okie" I said. I got up off of the couch.

"Im going to go nap" I said as I ran up the stairs to our room. I put my hair up into a bun and crawled into bed. I layed down and drifted off into a deep sleep.

-Alan's POV-

I thought about what Daisha told me. I didn't know that she was like this. Why did she tell me about this before. Maybe that's why she always wears bracelets or long selve shirts.

"Raegan, is there a reason Daisha always wears bracelets or long selve shirts?" I quietly asked Raegan. She nodded.

"Yeah. When she was in high school she got bullied really bad. Her parents didn't care about her at all and they abused her. She felt useless and she couldn't handle anything anymore. She started to cut. She doesn't like talking about her past. She also turned to music. She listened to your band alot, like every day. You basically saved her life. So thank you." Raegan said. I saved her. Wow.

"Thats the worst. I can't believe that happened to her," I replyed.

"I was the only one there for her. She always stayed at my house when things got really bad. She moved in with me and my family" she said. I smiled.

"Why are you smiling?" She asked.

"Because, you are sucks good friend. You stick with her though everything. Thank you for that" I said. She smiled

"You're welcome" she said with a small smile.

"Imma go have a cat nap" I said and she laughed.

"Okay" she said. I walked up the stairs trying to be quiet so I don't wake Daisha. I opened the door quietly. I walked towards the bed and crawled in next to her.

-Daisha POV-

I woke up around 6pm and walked downstairs to get some food because i was starving. I grabbed a bag of chips and a Mountain Dew from the fridge. I turn on the tv and put on netflix. I watched Supernatural from season 1-9. By the time I was on the last episode of season 1 it was around 1am and I wasn't tired at all. I decided to get some rest before the appointment tomarrow. I walked up the stairs and opened the door really quietly to our bedroom. I crawled into the bed as soon as my head hit the pillow I drifted off to sleep.