,Mr.Kim...? (Secretary!Jungkook X CEO! Taehyung) VKOOK

Thirst and Betreyal.

Although...I feel something other than lust when I see you like this, Jungkook.

Jungkook's PoV

And we were back. As though nothing had happened in the past week, as if he didn't spend so much time with me, cooking ramen for me, feeding me whilst wrapping the blanket tighter around my small, weak frame. When I got back it was as though nothing had happened between us and I hate to admit it but... it hurt.

"Jungkook, files for the 003 advertisement department. Floor 2. The time is 7:56 I expect you to be back in the office by 8:12. Any later than that and we'll be having words Mr. Jeon. Do I make myself clear?" He asked and I felt the strong urge to slap him. I nodded curtly and left, snatching the files aggressively and stomping out of the office.

"I'll get you, Kim Taehyung. Just you wait.

I rode the elevator silently, knowing full well that he was watching me through the cctv. He always does and I know he does because he has a tendency to check the files of the males I sometimes get into the elevator with and converse with. I don't know if he's jealous or scared I'm giving out information. I don't know what we are, what we were. Right now I assumed we were just workers, nothing more. Anything that happened in the past was long forgotten to him and it broke me apart.

He didn't know that I knew he was watching and to be honest I didn't really care at the moment. I broke down. Sobbing and crying as the elevator went down slowly. I crouched down to the floor, not baring the pain that I felt inside. He didn't love me, of that I was sure. I didn't trust him in that aspect, somewhere deep inside I knew there was something that lured him to me, and I wasn't going to lie and say that it wasn't the same for me. But I didn't want to just him to fuck me senseless without feeling and then look at me as though I was nothing but a slut. I didn't want him to look at me as though I was easy.

I'll make him beg for me. I won't let him have me.

Taehyung's POV

I watched his small frame shake in the corner of the elevator. I'd be lying if I said I didn't feel a pang in my chest, brushing the feeling off and clicking away, not wanting to watch him.

I wanted to make him beg. Wanted to make him crawl to me, knowing I had the power and the patience to wait. I wanted to make him want me so much that it drove him insane. I'd be his hero, saving him from the frenzy in his mind.

"I'll have you, Jeon Jungkook, just you wait."

Jungkook's POV

I walked out of the elevator after completely containing myself. I smiled at the handsome boys from the department because I knew that he could be watching at any moment.

I lost count of the winks and smiles and smirks I sent as I strolled down the hallway, taking my time. I checked my watch, curious of the time but not caring whether I was late or not.

8:06

I knocked politely on the door of the office, waiting for a signal to come in. I heard a light shuffling and the door was soon opened by a very handsome man. I blushed and looked down as he observed me and looked me up and down. I was embarrassed under his gaze and felt uncomfortable. "I-I came to deliver these files from Mr. Kim." I stuttered and handed him the papers. He giggled deeply and ruffled my hair, leaning down to to my ear. "Jealousy is the best way to get him, Jungkook. Now giggle pretend like I said something funny. He's watching." I did as was told and went further, running my hand along his buff arm. He pulled away and winked at me. He kissed my cheek and whispered, "go get him" before returning to the office. I pretended to be flustered and trotted back to the elevator, holding the empty folder to my chest.

I checked the time once in the elevator, 8:14. I got slightly worried, if we were working together on a professional basis, could I be risking my job?

I was now afraid more than anything. I hesitantly walked out the elevator, seeing his office door just ahead. I didn't bother knocking entering quirky, slipping through the crack in the door and quickly sitting down at my desk. I hoped he hadn't realised...but I knew it wouldn't happen.

"The time is 8:18. You were supposed to be here 6 minutes ago." He said, walking to the door, locking the door from the office, his back to me.

"You can't keep doing this to me. It's unfair..." he said lowly, almost huskily. Back still facing me. "Apologies, sir. I won't be late again." I said and coughed, straightening myself up and typing numbers quickly into my computer, gaze fixed on it. I didn't even realise he was walking behind me until I felt his hot breath on my neck as he spoke. "I'm not sure about that, baby boy..." he purred and and licked my earlobe. I shivered and opened my lips to allow air to enter my lungs quicker.

"S-sir..." I gasped and almost moaned when I felt little kissed on the back on my neck. "Wrong name, baby boy. Wrong name.." he murmured and sucked on my neck, surely leaving bruises. He kicked around the bruises he had made and I no longer could contain myself. I stood up and turned to face him, tears in my eyes. He looked shocked and brought a hand up to caress my cheek. I swatted him away.

"I don't want to be a slut. I don't want you to think I'm easy. I don't want you to pound into me senseless only to leave me the next morning and look at me like I'm nothing more than a worker you fucked once. I love you, Mr. Kim but to you those words mean nothing. To you, I mean nothing..." I said and the whole world seemed to be spinning. He grabbed me by the front of the shirt and pulled me closer, smashing his lips against mine. I didn't kiss back, I punched his chest, screaming into the kiss. He stopped and moved back slightly, still holding me in a firm grip. I realised his hand was now around my waist and our faces were a few centimetres apart. "Do you know how angry I get when I see you and those other guys. Do you think it's because I want to pound into you senseless and forget about you? At first, Jungkook, when I first saw you my heart skipped a beat and I told myself that I was indeed trying to use you but deep down I knew that wasn't it.

Jungkook I love you. I love you so much it drives me insane and I want to wake up to you every morning, hold you when you're crying and when you're smiling. I want to hold you and watch you sleep, moving little strands of hair out of your face and listen you, see you, also of you. You. Your soft snores as you cuddle deeper into my chest. I want you to be mine. I want you to be mine and only mine, I don't want others hands on you and I don't want anything or anyone to hurt you.

I love you. Please believe me."

To say a was shocked would be quite the understatement. I balled my hands into fists in his chest, grabbing his shirt. I put my head down and sobbed silent. He rubbed my back soothingly although I was stuck. I did love him back - or so I believed - but I wasn't certain whether or not he actually meant. I looked up at him, cupping his face with my hands, my eyes checking his and I only saw truth and love.

"Taehyung,....I'm sorry, ....please forgive me...I-I...." I dropped my head down, thinking of how to say it.

"Taehyung...Show me. Show me how much you love me, I'm sorry to be this quick but if you love me, show me."

So yeah. Next chapter will hopefully have some smutttttt. Hope you enjoyed. Till next time, bye