It was like a cycle and Steve hated every time he ended up in hospital. After time something happened he would end up here with Bucky missing and a part of his heart as well because every time either of them ended up here was either one of them in danger. He opened and hoped for Bucky next to him, leaving a warm hand to hold onto. But he was wrong.
Nat and tony were stationed beside him heads bowed and starring at the floor. They looked like they were dead zombies left for dead on the chairs and they didn’t say a word to each other.
“Bucky?” Steve said confused, his eyes were faded and he couldn’t see straight.
He just wished for all of this to go and he wished Bucky was their next to him.
“Sorry Steve…we can’t find him.” Nat assured him.
Steve sat up from the bed and tried to move out of his bed. He removed the oxygen nozzle from his nose and got up out of bed
“Steve, please you need rest.”
“No…i don’t need rest, ill only rest until I find Bucky.” Steve pushed tony out of the way. Tony grabbed hold of his hand.
“Rogers please your still aren’t well, you nearly got run over by a crap, luckily they saw you and you were secured-“
“Steve I’m sure his out there still alive just please clam down and lay back in bed and get better.” Nat cried throwing her hands
“STEVE! If you are going to find him you have to be at least feeling better yourself,bucky would of wanted you to be healthy and strong when you save him.” Tony cried
Nat and Tony was right again.
He walked back to them in open arms.
“Your right...Thank you guys.” Steve said apologetically
“Were always here for you pal.” Tony said pulling him into a hug
~ (Week later.)
Steve was allowed out of hospital 2 days later and he was so glad he was out of their because he could start looking for Bucky. But he was already loaded up on things to do before he could take another breath. Steve had to return back to his assignment and assisting the avengers. Bucky was obviously still on his mind and Bucky’s dog tags on his neck really reminded him that there was still hope that Bucky was still out there. But he had no clues and no links he could follow and he honestly was dying a little.
He asked shield for any clues but they would change the subject and Steve knew they knew something and he just wanted answers.
One night when the whole shield office was low on security he snuck into the command centre and tired to find anything to do with what happened. The computer would deny his access and he would walk out very frustrated and put on a happy face to make everyone seem like he was okay. He would go to command centre for every night for the week.
Shield is still wondering who the culprit was for breaking one of the high tech keyboards on the computers. It was him banging on them very hard clearly heartbroken and upset, crying.
After all that he would usually spend some remaining hours at the Avengers tower usually drinking and carrying on with Thor. This was like him trying to keep sober and his mind from wondering.
Nat complained in one of his latest assignments his lost his team player skills. They all knew why but they tried to cover jobs and positions so everything for him would be a bit easier. As always Bucky was on his mind.
The whole team had covered up for fury for him to go out and investigate on what had happened
Fury came back telling Steve what he had been doing all this time and added “They think he was the cause of the fire in your street Rogers.”
That made Steve really angry and upset.
“But Bucky was with me all this time...”
“I know Rogers, that’s all I could tell you-“
“You know more?!”
“Well I’m not even to be even telling you. But that all I can say.”
“MY FRIEND IS MISSING!” Steve yelled
“The court hearing is tomorrow everyone has been notified, just make sure you are there.”
“Oh so I’m last to know.”
“ You’re not meant to know anything.”
“But his mine…my friend.”
“I’m sorry, it’s very complicated.”
Fury walked away.
“Wait!” Steve cried his tears holding back
He stopped as he was about to open the door.
“Will I see him?”
“I’m sure of it.”
Steve smiled and watched fury walk away.
Sam walked into the room and sat across the room
“Tough week bud?” Sam asked
“Yea, just miss him that’s all, I don’t know what’s happening and that’s what’s hard about it all and-“
“Hey, its okay, you both seem to always find each other in the end.” Sam smiled
“I know and I’m glad.”
“Hope fury told you about the hearing.”
“Yea I know, but why was I last to know?”
“Well we didn’t want to hurt you, and plus you need to focus on doing you job.”
“I know Sam…I just miss him.”
“I know…I know.”
“I just pray nothing more has happened to him, he doesn’t deserve it. The person who deserves it more is me.”
“Steve doesn’t say that stuff you don’t deserve to die we both deserve-“
“Just don’t pretend or know what’s going on Sam, just please stop pretending you know how I feel because you don’t”
“Steve..Hey it’s okay.. Were gonna get through this. And remember what I said you both seem to find each other in the end.”
“I know Sam and I’m glad.”
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