Why Do You Do This to Me?

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by LaughingCauseICan

by LaughingCauseICan

I shouldn't feel like this.

I really,

truly,

shouldn't.

Why does everything feel right,

when you're near?

Why can't I stop thinking about you,

when you're gone?

I should just ignore it.

Let it pass.

Get over it.

I really,

truly,

should.

And I just might.

But no matter how hard I try,

my heart always does this weird,

thump,

da-thump,

thing when I think of you.

And I hate it.

I hate that you make me feel things I don't want to feel.

I hate how relaxed I feel around you.

I hate that weird,

thump,

da-thump thing my heart does.

I hate it.

I hate it!

I HATE IT!

And I hate that you don't feel the same.

Dedicated to Ayumi Esponda