Be Yourself

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The frayed edges of a Southern

Living Magazine lay open

                             on a low table, etched with scars

                             from years of heavy-handed

                                                                                                           cross-outs.

                             I lay on a brown couch,

pale limbs like the bent stems

of late-spring flowers,

                             growing too close to the edge

of a hiking trail.

                                                                     Pluck me at my roots.

My mouth is wide

open. My throat

a long tunnel for worms

                 to burrow through.

                              My stomach becomes a new resting place.

                                                     Mountain Laurel and my grandfather's ashes

                                                      mix in the acid of my stomach--

a medicine for my mind,

steeped in the chemical concoction of:

                                                      BUPROPION HCL XL 300 MG and BUPROPION HCL XL 100 MG.

I want to taste dirt.

Freshly turned and long resting,

                 I want to taste the dirt

                                                                                                                  laying over the dead.

Flecks of skin

and dried muscle

stick between

my teeth.

                                                    Take 300 MG in the morning

                                                    and another 100 MG in the afternoon,

for a second wind,

so you can make it through

                                                                  the evening                    Never leaves 

                                                                                                              an impression.

                                           I trace the passing

                                           of time across the ceiling.

There are indents

of a PUSH & TURN

                                 bottle cap

                   on my right hand.


a/n: Something older I wrote, definitely not perfect

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a/n: Something older I wrote, definitely not perfect. But, if you liked it, please comment, vote, share, and/or give me a follow. More to come soon, I'm aiming to update every Wednesday and Saturday with a new poem.

The title is taken from "Be Yourself" by Audioslave

Inspired by Ocean Vuong's "Aubade with Burning City"

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