Intro:
Have you ever wanted to die and felt nothing when doing it? People say silting your wrist in a bathtub full of water dose the trick, but it really doesn't work trust me iv tried it, it hurt like a bitch... How rude of me iv haven't introduced my self, I'm Y/N. You live in a small city called Wilmington, You live with a drunken mother, Rose. Your an only child, your father left you and your mother before you were born. You hate him so much because of that. You were born on Y/B and your age is Y/A.
You sat by the window sill smoking a blunt. You hear your mother crying and yelling saying, "ILL DO BETTER DONT GO!" You inhale the smoke and exhale causing you to cough.
"Aw shit cough, im done," you put out the blunt and fling it out the window. Sigh I wonder if father ever thinks of me?
"Y/N! GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE U SHIT HEAD!" Rose yelled. You run faster then u ever did down the stairs to get to your mother.
"Y-yes mom?" She came running towards and slapped you on the left side of your face. You stood there holding back your tears trying to stay strong in front your mother. You smell the beer, moonshine, and vodka from her breath.
Disgusting I cant believe she ended up like this when dad left what a shame...
"WHAT YOU ACTING ALL TOUGH NOW!" She yelled at the top of her lungs, "YOUR NOTHING TO ME Y/N NOTHING!" You stood there watching your mother crying and yelling. You glanced at the door hoping she was done. She wasn't though she kept yelling at you.
"You know what?" You say as calm as you can to your mother, "If u dont fucken want me... give me away? Ever think of that?" You pushed her away from you picked up your skateboard and headed towards the door.
"No please dont leave me like your father did," your mother ran after you, "I can change i swear please i need you!" she broke down in tears. You didnt care you opened the door and left her there. You stood on the door step of your house and took a deep breath, Finally you were in your safe zone.
"HEY Y/N, Lets go last one to the spot is a loser!" You smiled, O Zane......
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A Feeling
AdventureA young 14yr old girl becomes influenced into drinking and doing drugs. She cant stop her self from hitting a blunt or taking a drink from beer, she loses feelings and dosent care about anything anymore, every night she cries, everyday she puts on...
