Together Again (MayWard) - COMPLETED

Chapter 11

Kerstin's POV

Andito ako ngayon sa office. I need to talk to Edward,as soon as possible. Pumasok ako sa office niya at nandito na nga siya.

"Edward can we talk?" I said

"For what? Is it important or not? because if it's not important then you may go" is he mad at me?

"Bakit ba ang init ng ulo mo?" I asked him.

"Go away Kerstin. You're wasting my time" he said

"Why you always shutting me out?" I asked

"Go away" he said pero lakas loob ko siyang nilapitan and I grab his arms

"Why can't you love me,ano bang meron kay Maymay na wala sakin? Diba ako naman ang una mong nakilala,bakit siya?" and it feels like my heart is shattering into pieces.

"Tigilan mo ako Kerstin. Umalis ka na!" he shouts

"Kahit ilan beses mo pa akong ipagtabuyan,hindi ako mapapagod ipilit ang sarili ko sayo. Hanggang sa kaya mo na akong mahalin" sabi ko sa kanya

"How many times do I have to tell you na kaibigan lang talaga ang tingin ko sayo. You're not her and you will never be her. Stop pushing yourself to me Kerstin. You deserve someone better than me" sabi nya

"Bakit? Bakit hindi mo makita ang pagmamahal ko sayo? Hindi pa ba sapat lahat ng ginawa ko para sayo?!" I said,sobrang sasabog na ako.

"Kusa mong ginawa yan Kers. I never asked for anything. And you know,hindi pagmamahal yan you're being selfish to yourself,why? Because you're pushing yourself on someone who can't give the love that you want. Hanapin mo yung taong mamahalin ka higit pa sa pagmamahal na ibibigay mo sa kanya. Hindi ako para sayo Kers. So stop hurting yourself. Mahal ko si Maymay. Ang pagmamahal na meron ako kay Maymay ay kailanman hindi ko maibibigay sayo" he said. wala akong nagawa kundi ang tumakbo palabas ng opisina niya.

Wala akong pakialam kung pinagtitinginan ako ng ibang tao basta ang alam ko nasasaktan ako,sobrang nasasaktan. Bahala na kung saan ako makarating.

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Tanner's POV

I'm going home from gym. I decided to walk,my house is just around here. But all of a sudden,I saw a familiar girl sitting on a bench,nilapitan ko siya. It's Kerstin. She's crying.

"Kerstin?" she face me,umiiyak nga siya. Iimik na sana ako but she hug me. "Hey what happened?" i asked her. She didn't answer. I took her home with me. We're here at my house. I brought her with me to comfort her.

"Bakit Tanner?" she asked

"What do you mean?" tanong ko.

"Bakit? Bakit sa kabila ng lahat ng nagawa ko bakit nandyan ka pa din para sakin" she said

"Da..dahil kaibigan mo ako" I said

"Nasasaktan na ako ng sobra-sobra. Pagod na'ko,ayaw ko ng masaktan pa,suko na ako" she said habang umiiyak pa din

"You're giving up on him? Why?" I asked

"Tama siya. Ang selfish ko sa sarili ko. I don't deserve him" Kerstin said.

I'm sad for her but somehow I'm happy,maybe it's the time for me to get her again. To give the love she deserves. I face her,I wipe off her tears. She stops

"Don't cry,I'm here,still waiting for you" I said,and yes I kiss her.

As I kiss her,she repay it. Nagpatuloy ito hanggang sa umabot ang mga halik ko pababa sa leeg niya,on her shoulder until we do the thing. It become passionate,I want to express my love for her by this. I want to make her feel like she is the only woman I want to be with. Sa kalagitnaan ng nangyayari,someone open the door and I was shocked,it's Lyan. Kerstin saw her too. It took a minute and then she runaway. She saw us naked,she saw us doing this thing. This can't be.