Forsaken Love {Rough Draft}

Broken Heart or Never Broken

 Violet didn’t know what she was feeling right now. She was too upset about Sam saying that it wasn’t meant for them to be together. Now this was the time she can be alone and clam down for a bit or she might cry for a long time and then get angry for a while. She sees now he was like all humans that they just want to be free and not to care about anyone but themselves only. She sighs sadly as she looks up at the sky and wiped her tears away as she hums a song her mother use to sing before she dies centuries ago. Guess she has to go on with the wedding since that she guesses her feelings were just played all over then for the real thing. A sad sigh escapes her lips as she looks up at the star which was very lovely to be outside alone and not to be bothered by anyone except herself in her mind closing her eyes as she was talking to someone look alike herself in her mind for a while.

“How could I’ve fallen in love with someone who doesn’t love me back?” The real Violet said, “He was my first and he use me. I shouldn’t have trusted him at all,”

“Maybe he did that to protect you so your father won’t find out and kill both of you,” said the other that looked like her, “he cares about you deeply and just would like to keep it that way that he doesn’t want to show so everyone would know about you and him,”

“So it will take about six to eighteen years to be together after my marriage has fallen to pieces. I think not because he’s a liar. I know he use me for listening to my feelings to get to my body like he planed even for me to set him free,”

“But wasn’t it passionate?”

“well I couldn’t tell because I felt like being care for. He even whispers into my ear he had feelings for me when I met him. He was being kind to me whenever I’m sad,”

“Exactly my point my point he cared for you and just had a feeling Sunjuku might be on to him and you. He didn’t want you to be killed just as much as he would put his life on the line for you,”

“How could Sunjuku knows when he’s never around?”

“He’s always has his ways to know what you and Sam have been mostly together then with him,”

“I need to ask Sam if it’s true that Sunjuku is on our little secret and if it is then we are going to run away together in some other country or village to stay where we can feel welcome even though we’re in love forever for each other,”

“You better hurry and make sure you don’t feel Sunjuku’s aura which part of you has but don’t pays attention to it when you are with Sam for a bit,”

“Right then I’ll go,” Violet open her eyes as she was clam and had some thought about this on what had happen. “I’m going to talk with Sam and everything will be alright if not then I don’t know what will happen at all. I might say at the wedding to call off and love him and would die with being loved by someone in my heart even though I’ve been hurt many times I won’t let anything or anyone ruin my chances to be with someone who I am comfortable to be with for the rest of my life and have my own family that I would like to have since a long time ago. I’m not going to let anything ruin my life at all not even Sunjuku which I knew I’ve a feeling that I don’t trust him at all being around me. He thinks he’s a better guy for me I don’t think so at all. Sam is the one for me and I’m going to be with him even if it includes me being put to death in this love I feel for Sam,”

Violet open her eyes and was all pumped up to talk with Sam and tell him everything what she had figure out on what to do but she don’t know for sure yet if he would agree on it or not. She looked for Sam in the kitchen making lunch like always and was talking to him on everything she had felt and that she doesn’t want to be with no one else but him and didn’t care for the punishment they’ll get because she loves him no matter what happens. Violet loved Sam more then anything and anyone around even her own life she loves him and will never let that feeling go at all.