Forsaken Love {Rough Draft}

Sam's thoughts

It has been a few years now that Sam has been free and started a better life for all humans. They’ve gotten along with these other vampires that are much nicer and don’t treated them like shit. Sam smiled to himself that everything was going according to plan, but not all of it was right. Something was missing and it was Violet he was missing in this picture. It has been a while since he has seen her and he was doing just fine for a while. Some women adore him,being very heroic. They all want him but he had only one love for one person and that is Violet who he’ll come back for some day when all this mess was over and will go back to normal like before.

On this night in the village where everyone was peaceful Sam was out looking up at the stars thinking about Violet and how she was doing fine just without him. He misses her so much that he wishes he could be by her side again and protect her from Sunjuku. From his mind he feels depress and heals himself with drugs that are sneaked into the village he was at. His mind feels like dying as he smokes while looking up hoping she’ll be safe before he can see her and his child that will be born and grown a bit on a few years. During each day Sam wish he was dead since he has failed to save Violet from marring Sunjuku and that he should kill himself. He felt ashamed that he felt trap and can’t escape from his guilt he is feeling for not doing anything. Sam didn’t know if he should show his face after he don’t know if he would be accepted back with Violet and be with her to raise a family like she wanted in the first place, but couldn’t start it because of her father said for her that she can have that life with Sunjuku.

He has thought about dying for about a while now since he wish he could do more to help Violet but can’t do anything now or he would get both of them killed or himself killed for that matter. Either way this would turn out as Romeo and Juliet but didn’t want that for her to be dead or for him or both of them to die and leave their daughter to be raised by that bastard, Sunjuku, to take care of her. She went with the wrong guy she doesn’t want to be with in the first place. Sam couldn’t stand being away from Violet any longer as he feels more depress then ever as he takes his pains away little by little every single day to try to feel better that this was for the best for his system and that he has to wait until this war is over already and to be happily peaceful it would be then this would fucked up war. The pain was still their and couldn’t be help but the only person that makes him very happy would be seeing Violet again and never lets her go or anyone to hurt her ever again. That’s all he wants is to see Violet again and to hold her in his arms once again to comfort her whenever she’s feeling down or needs to be understood by someone he’ll be there for her like always since he cared and loves her to death then anyone else that use to be with her.

The stars were shaped into a person’s face. It was Violet Sam could see she is watching down waiting for him to come to her rescue and take them somewhere so they’ll be happy with each other forever and raised their own family together. Yeah, that is what he wants for them to be together and never leave each other ever again. Sam had a few tears coming down from his cheeks for missing Violet and hoping that when he and her are together once again he don’t want Violet to be upset that she’s with Sunjuku and not him in the first place. This was very hard to think about it when he doesn’t want to make her upset and hurt for not being on his way to get her like he promised Violet before he have left her to be married with that son of a bitch Sunjuku. He sighs deeply as he thought to himself on what he should do when he sees Violet once again and their child he’ll raise with her and they’ll be far away from everyone in a nice home on some quiet village or town to live at to start out their new lives together as a family. The night was still young as ever but it won’t last long forever before daylight comes out. Sam whip his tears away and knowing that everything will turn out alright between him a Violet hopefully as everything will turn back to the way life is peaceful as it should be with everyone around each other. He finished smoking and puts it out as he watches the sky for a bit before heading inside to rest before tomorrow morning he’ll be on his own towards new places he’ll discovered from where ever he is that maybe he will see Violet again and would take her to a place where she won’t be hurt ever again at all like her promised before he let her get married to Sunjuku or stop this wedding before she makes a big mistake about it.

“I love you Violet hope we can meet again very soon,” he said with a strong voice he had since he wasn’t giving up on her one bit at all, “I won’t let him hurt you at all I promise even if it kills me inside on what might happen to me in the end I’ll be there for you always. Angel what a beautiful name she’ll stay with it forever in my eyes. I’m coming to get you Violet if it’s that last thing I do to keep you forever with me the love I’ll give to you the world I promise.” He smiled as he heads out to fight in the war to protect his kind from vampires killing and feasting blood all around them. “Now you bastards this is for what you’ve caused this problem when it should have been the way it was long time ago. I love you Violet and I’m coming to take you somewhere far away from here so no one can separate us again like this. I promise I will get you. You fucking assholes come and get me I’m ready for ya. You will all pay for what have you done to my family and every one of us even how you treat us like shit. This is for my love, Violet and my daughter, Angel. For what you have cause them to be in pain and treated like shit like you did with me and the rest of us pain you have caused.”

The war was very intense before the sun rises up where the vampires hide into the shadows again. Everyone was hurt, killed, or injured badly before dying or suicide to stop this madness they gotten themselves into. This all started when someone from each side didn’t get along with the other and ends up into bloodshed. Sam and the others went to attack before the vampires would think twice to attack them back. Blood distracted them most likely in this war before humans would knock them out or cut off their heads off. It was a big of a mess the war has become. Sam didn’t want to give up but would have to in order to see Violet once again and be with her and their daughter as a family they should be. Once when this war is over things would be for the best he hoped if not then what else they have to do before having right and being with someone they want to be with than their own race.

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