Chapter Six

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Chapter Six

Jungkook's POV

They were happy. Happy and celebrating and I couldn't bring myself to be with them. I smiled through the performance. I smiled for the cameras afterwords. But when we got back to the hotel, I just couldn't.

I just couldn't.

I went straight to my room and did nothing but played over what Jiminie had said to me in my mind.

"Do you want him?"

"Maybe"

MAYBE! What the hell? I knew he liked Yoongi. I mean anyone could see it. They've always been fawning over each other. Jimin would giggle at everything Yoongi said; even if it wasn't funny. And Yoongi never looked at Jimin with anything but bedroom eyes.

But he was with me! I thought he chose me! I thought I won! He was sleeping with me! Mine..my —my ......

He wasn't MY anything! He just fucked with me! He literally just fucked with me!

I cried. Not rivers, Monsoons.

And I stayed there, in my hotel room, isolated, empty and un-surrounded.

That is; until Jin Hyung opened my door. He didn't knock. "How rude!" I thought. But I didn't say that because I was trying much too hard to hide my reddened face for it was quite swollen.

I felt a dip in the bed and then Jin Hyung was pulling me up sitting.

"Oh Junkookie-ah" he said and wrapped his arms around me. Jin Hyung has always had the best instincts. I guess that's why we call him mom.

We embraced for eons and I the monsoons returned.

"You knew?" I asked. It only just now dawned upon me that this was something I never told anyone. But it felt like Jin knew. "Everybody knew Kookie, except Hoseok" he muttered quite simply.

This made me laugh. Of course Hobi was clueless. But everyone else? I mean I didn't feel the need to be shocked. Because it wasn't shocking. But I was utterly unaware of everyone else's knowledge on the subject.

"Kookie, what did Jiminie say to you exactly?"

"Well," I said, and I knew I still had space face "I asked if he wanted him and he s-said ma-aybe"

"Him being Yoongi?"

"Him being Yoongi."

I could see Jin Hyung was lost. I like to think he saw it coming as much as I did. He wasn't shocked either.

"He did say 'maybe' right?"

"Yeah, that's all he said and then,- then I left."

"That's good" he said. Why on earth is that good?! I'm losing my Jiminie!

"Listen to me Kook. He's unsure. You can still win him back, if you really want him. Who has he been with all this time? You. Not him."

I looked up and met Jin hyung's eyes. He didn't really know what he was saying. He was just trying to make me feel better. But maybe, - maybe

Maybe he had a point!

I mean, there was no certainty in jimin's voice when he said 'maybe'. And I'm the one that's been fucking with him the past few months. I can't mean absolutely nothing to him!

"Thank you Jin Hyung"

"Yeah, sure, I'll let you sleep." He whispered and stood up.

"Wait,"
He looked at me.
"What's Jimin doing now? Is he still with you guys?"

"No he left but sicked Namjoon on him." He laughed. "I wanted to go after him but Joonie said I'd be all irrational and all I'd do is yell at him; he was right though, I'm still gonna rip a strip off him."

We both laughed at this.

He smiled and I smiled back.
And he walked out the door,
Probably to go find Namjoon hyung.

I turned back over on the bed but I didn't hear the door close. Next thing I know someone is jumping on the bed next to me.
"Taehyung?"

"I'm here to comfort my baby boy"

"I just finished talking with Jin Hyung actually-"

"No talking just cuddles"

Taehyung wrapped his limbs around me and pulled me closer to him. I love my band members. They always seem to know what's going on.

"Kookie?"

"Yeah?"

"You smell like coconut"

"It's shampoo"

"It's nice"

And we fell asleep like that.

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