Live, die or simply live dying. It was the same. You could spend an eternity busting your head in the hope of finding or understanding the meaning of all this shit, but you never find it, because it's a secret that even scientists can not understand. Humanity is not capable of living on the basis of respect, equality and peace, as you expect them to know what to expect after death, or what the meaning of life is. We live happily in our ignorance, and it is better to continue like this. In difficult times, we have nothing left, not even our faith in God, because we are human and insecure. And when you ask where God is, you realize that he is not there, and there you understand, that only in you can you and should you trust, and have no one else. It happened to me, I did not find the light that everyone usually speaks when you feel alone and in the dark. Sister Teresa, being a nun, told me. That nun is the bitch loves, told me never to count on anyone, not even with God, because he would not always be here to clean my ass, and that is to be honest, he never did.
