Trying To Give Up

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This imagine is a sad one
//Mention Of Suicide\\

You woke up looking over to your side seeing No-one Bill must have gone to work already you got up rubbing your eyes. You walked to the mirror seeing a note

"Hey beautiful I had to run Into work be back soon"

You crumpled the note and threw it into the living room. You picked up your phone scanning threw instagram looking at all the pictures of models and what not then you hooked it up to the speaker and played broken by seether you turned it up all the way and walked into the bathroom you started the shower then walked over to the mirror you lifted up your shirt feeling your stomach you could never throw away the feeling that you weren't good enough you started tearing up thinking of everything going on that you didn't tell Bill about the rumors at school the way your feeling you just put it deep down inside you thinking it was a lie and went on with your life.

You opened the cabinet and took out some anti depressants that you haven't been taking and that you didn't tell bill about either you turned on the fosset and got a glass of water and got a handful out by this point you were full on crying and hating yourself you started swallowing each pill one by one then you opened the lower cabinet and took out a blade and just starred at yourself in the mirror.

      Bills POV
I couldn't help but think about y/n all day I couldn't wait to go home to her and hold her in my arms

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I arrived at home and unlocked the door "y/n I'm home" I yelled but got no reply I walked into the living room seeing the note I left her crumpled on the floor I walked Into the bedroom hearing the music and the shower running I walked up to the door and knocked "y/n are you ok?" I got no reply so I tried turning to knob but it was locked then I herd crying "hey open the door hunny" I faintly yelled I still got no reply then I herd her "g go AWAY! "

   Y/N POV

You yelled go away but he still kept trying to get in then he started hitting the door but you backed up towards the window you held the blade in your left hand and held it up to your rist then he kicked the door open you started to cut your rist upwards but bill ran and caught you in his arms making you drop the blade you lost the strength in your legs and just fell in his arms he gently helped you down and sat down with you and stroked your hair. "baby it's Ok I have you I'll never let you go ever" you started sobbing again "it's all a lie" you said back "what is that I love you that your perfect well maybe your not but I love you because your not perfect I love you because your beautiful inside and out I don't care what everyone else thinks I love you for you" 

You started to say something but passed out and bill just held u in his arms stroking your cheek "I Love You y/n and I always Will. "

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