You were in you and Roman's house youve thought about breaking up so many times but every time you go to do it you just can't..because your heart doesn't want that you truly do love him and you can't live without him..
You sit on the couch and you hear the door open and heavy footsteps behind you "hunny I'm home" you turn your head slightly and stand up looking at him "hello.." you say to him he looks at you a bit worried "are you okay baby?" he asks, you nod your head "I am.. I just need to talk to you..and I think you should sit down for this" he listens to you and sits down across from you "listen I feel lost.." you say he looks confused at you and you continue talking "I uhm have been thinking about us and I love you I mean I always have..but maybe-" he stops you in mid sentence and looks at you "hold on I still want you" you look at him and you see a tear fall from his face and you get up stepping closer to him and rest your arms around his neckbas he gets up standing in front of you "Roman.. But you say that all the time but you've cheated and lied and I can't do that anymore I act like it doesn't hurt me.. But it does I just I care to much"
He looks down at you "I know and I'm changing for you I don't want to hurt you I'm tired of hurting everything I touch I still want you" you rest one hand on his cheek looking up at him seeing his beautiful shimmering green eyes "I don't want you to change for me..i want you for you.. But my minds just everywhere right now" he closes his eyes and listens then speaks quietly "I can't do this without you.. You're the one thing keeping me going" he opens his eyes again looking into yours "Roman..i love you I really do..but I just don't know if I stay and you cheat aga-" he stops you again "I won't.. I promised you that i would never do it again and I haven't..and I'm still planning on not because I want you y/n" he places his hands on your hips and he rests his forehead on yours "I know Roman and I do believe in you...i love you" you close your eyes when he does"I love you to"
