needle | e'dawn

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                                YUNA'S POV
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it's currently 2am and i'm just on my phone, because i can't sleep. thinking about hyojong being 2 rooms away from me gives me butterflies in my stomach.

i sit up in my bed and put on a hoodie. it's still really cold at night. i sigh and sit against my wall to make myself comfortable, because laying down at this point bothers me. i can't sleep anyway.

i scroll through my social media for a bit as my blatter decides to let me know she is full. i glide out of bed into my slippers and make my way to the bathroom.

just as i open the door to the bathroom, the door of the guest room also opens. there stands hyojong, with his messy hair, big shirt and the biggest pair of shorts we could find in my closet to fit him. i smile at him, as he smiles back.

"hey yuna?" he says, walking over to me. i close the door behind me and lean against it.

"is everything alright? do u need some water or something?". i ask him, rubbing my almost sleepy but not sleepy enough eyes. he chuckles, making me smile too. "i just can't sleep." he says, leaning against the wall across me. "same." i say, pouting a little. i stare him up and down, trying to process how soft and cuddly he looks. i hate him.

he slowly nods. "i'll go back now." he says, pointing at the room behind him. i also nod, opening the door of the bathroom. he makes his way back to the guest room.

"hey hyojong..." i speak up, making him stop in this tracks before slowly turning around again.

"yes?"

i gather all my courage and finally say what i've been wanting to say. "would you like to sleep in my room, i can't really sleep either."

yes, i said THAT.

a smile appears on his face. "sure!" he says, walking back to me. "you can go already." i tell him, "i'll be right there."

i go into the bathroom and stand infront of the mirror. i take a deep breath and look at myself. i did it. the boy i like is finally in my room. altough it sounds so wrong, i am just really soft for him. no sexual feelings just soft.

i walk back into the bedroom after trying to make my hair look decent again. hyojong is siting on MY bed as he holds MY blanket. i want to punch him.

i sit down next to him, pulling my knees up to my chest.

"so..."

"hmmm?" he hums, running his hands through his hair. "whats up?"

i shrug, laying down all the way against the wall so theres a lot of space between me and him. "i'm just confused.".

he lays down, facing towards me. i gulp, as i start to sweat a little. "confused?" he asks, snuggling into the blanket he was still holding onto.

"it's just..." i take a deep breath, trying to push away my nerves, "why do you THINK you like me?"

the look on his face immediately changes. "are you serious yuna?"

i nod a little.

"but it's so obvious." he says chuckling. "you are the most beautiful girl i have ever seen okay. oh and you're funny too!" he adds. wow.

i bite my bottom lip. "but why the 'think' hyojong?"

his smile disappears again. "because i'm still together with someone who will manipulate me and you in she finds out. i just don't want her to get in touch with you in any way, but just know that i did mean the kiss from before. i'm not the fuckboy i used to be. i changed. so i hope you can trust me now if i say that i really do like you."

i just stare at him. my mind blanking out.

"can you?"

i slowly start nodding as i come back to my senses. i like him too, i know that for sure, but i still need to be carefull.

"good."

"yeah."

i stare at his lips and back at his eyes as he does the same. all my mind is screaming is if the world has ever seen someone as beautiful as him, but little did i know he was thinking the exact same.

i slowly put both my hands on his cheeks, softly rubbing his cheek before pressing a kiss on his lips.

"goodnight hyojong."

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