In the life of Niall Horan.

So much yet so little

Hey world , or the two ppl who read this. I have so much to talk about, but I also don't. I do have a weird question though. So ever since I was little , maybe even when I was born , I've had reoccurring dreams , not like the same one every night, but multiple that I have , it's like a cycle . And they aren't all good dreams either, they're really strange, many are actually psychotic and it frightens me how weird and insane they are . Does this happen to anyone else? It's like every other night I'll have a strange dream (there's multiple dreams but I only have one a night and this happens like every other day) and other times I'll have ones like huge spiders, it's only occasionally I'll have a non-weird dream. What does this mean? Should I go to a doctor? Am I schizophrenic or what? I had one last night where (the characters in my dream are normally not me, only like once a week I'll be in my own dream) these people went on a vacation to somewhere snowy and they're skiing (I think someone got hurt) do they stopped at this random little shop in the middle of nowhere (LITERALLY ON THE SKIING THING) and it make them go crazy and eventually they all die. I've had that dream SO MANY TIMES. Sometimes my dreams that DO have me in them come true, I'm not going into delta ik but in a dream I met a couple who was walking their dog , the lady wore a blue shirt and the man wore a grey shirt and shorts, about two years after the dream I met that couple who was wearing the same clothes and the same dog. I don't know what to do. If I should see a doctor or something. I have a psychologist that I talk to sometimes but I never end up talking about the dreams . I don't feel the need to, but what do you guys think? Should I? On a brighter note, I start tour soon. I got my hair cut today and I really like it. I love my hairdresser , Larry, anyways so why wouldn't I love it ?? Tour starts in Paris . Are any of you going ?? My friend got engaged , for personal reasons I won't give out their name , because I didn't get permission to talk about it , but oh well , sue me 🤷🏼‍♀️ . I can't go , I am always busy so I know I won't be free but I'm so happy she's found someone who loves her . I have more to talk about but I can't bring myself to do it. Have a good day/night . Love all .