Cami's POV:
[July 10th]
Panic flooded my mind as I recalled past memories. It wasn't a dream, it was more than real and I was too ashamed to admit it.
"No no no no-" I shouted in my sleep.
I was shaken awake by Charles who was sleeping beside me. I felt his muscular arm wrap around me as my eyes flickered open.
"Baby shhh it's okay." He said in a soothing voice.
"No Charles it's not." I whispered.
My breathing was heavy and I was drenched in sweat from my horrific dream.
Kj and I had sex. More than the one time I thought of previously.
It was about a month ago, just days before Charles asked me to be his girlfriend. We were both gone, and I mean it was bad to say the least.
Charles had his palm placed on my back, rubbing it in attempt to comfort me.
"Charles I-I know something's not right." I stuttered.
"What do you mean?" He asked.
I couldn't speak. I rushed out of our room and down the hall to where Kj stayed.
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I paused a moment before knocking on his door.
My heart wouldn't stop beating out of my chest, suddenly the door swung open and Kj was standing in the doorway in just a towel.
"Uh. Hey Cami." He said and itched his eyebrow.
I think he could tell I'd been crying as my eyes were bloodshot red and my makeup was all over.
"Kj we really need to talk." I said and ushered myself into his apartment.
In a daze he stared at me looking extremely confused.
"This is going to sound crazy, but Kj, I am pregnant and it's yours." I blurted out.
He took a step closer to the counter to set his elbows down, his hands covering his face.
"It's yours I know it is and Charles is going to hate me forever, I don't know what to do..." I rambled.
He said nothing.
"Please talk to me Kj!" I pleaded.
"How did I know this would happen?" He said and finally showed his face. Tears were streaming down his face.
"Can you not be an asshole and talk this through with me?"
"What is there to talk about Cami? It's not like you're gonna keep it, you're gonna get rid of it and not tell Charles and no one will ever know." He said with a shrug.
"Kj this is a baby." I said, my breath hitching.
"Would you rather tell Charles and have him break up with you? He's going to kill me." Kj said and stepped closer to me.
"I don't know Kj." I said sternly and looked into his eyes.
"So it's a secret? No. No this isn't how it should be, no way in hell." He snapped.
"I don't care what you think right now I just want you to be there for me until I figure out what to do." I said softly.
He sighed, pulling me in for a hug.
"I'm sorry for snapping at you." He said, "This is just a fucking mess. You know I'll always be here for you Cam."
