Beside You -cake-

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"and i dont want the world to see me, cause i dont think that they'd understand. when everything's meant to be broken, i just want you to know who i am." -iris {goo goo dolls} covered by sleeping with sirens

i suggest that you listen to this song by sleeping with sirens before reading this story, becasue it has a huge part, but yall are cool little nuggets so youve probally have already herd it.

Calums P.O.V.

"-nobody's gonna feel your pain, when all is done, and its time for you to walk away. so when you have today you should say all that you have to say" i listened to each lyric that poured out of my headphones, calming my nerves, as i leaned my head agenst the cool, fogged window.

"-nobodys gonna love you if, you cant, display your way, to capture them, nobodys gonna hold your hand, and guide you through, its up to you to understand, nobodys gonna feel your pain, when all is done, and its time for you to walk away. When you have today, you should say all that you have to say. So when you have today, say all that you have to say." the song ended, i sat up a bit and took my phone out of my poket, whipping the screen off with my shirt in the prosses of changing the song to 'if im james dean, then youre Audery Hepburn off of sleeping with sirens acoustic album. i listened to the song, silently playing with my thumbs, twisting them in different directions around eachother, wondering what lies ahead of me. A new home, a new school, a new life. i took my sleeve and pulled it over my hands, putting my hand closer to the windo and wiping away the fog. i took my hand down and looked out of the small space that i had cleared. i saw many nice houses and apartment complex's. My dad said that we would be moving into a nice appartment near a lake, so that would be nice. i starred out the window, thinking of anybody and everybody that ive left behind. All my friends, Harry and Liam, they were always there for me. Poor harry gets bullied and beat everyday, and i was the one that was there to help him. And now its Liams responsibility to help his younger friend stay away from Zayn and Louis, the boys that bullied him. Im gonna miss andrew, the creppy kid that stalked me for weeks to become my friend instead of just talking to me, in all honesty i thought it was pretty adorable, but i cant think about them. They are back in London, Where we all belong, But mum had to get a damn job all the way in Austraila. I sighed and turned off my phone, wrapping my headphones around it a few times, and setting it into my backpack that was sitting on the middle seat on my left. i looked out the window too see that we were pulling up to a huge appartment complex, i didnt get much of a look because we pulled straight to the back of the appartment. As we pulled up, i heard a car door slam, i looked out of the window and saw that the moving men had gotten out of the car and have started unpacking all of the boxes. The appartment came with furniture so all that was in the truck was boxes of clothes and stuff like that. i stepped out of the car, throwing my bag over my shoulder. Mum handed me a key,

"Were on the 6th floor, appartmemnt 5S1, you can pick out youir room before your sister, and we will send the boxes up later" Mum smiled. kissing my cheek as i walked away. i silently strolled through the lobby, ignoreing everything, and to the elevator. i clicked the button and the door opened right away. a fat man walked out and i walked in, clicking the 6 button. when i got up to the floor, i turned left down the long hallway and stopped at the door.

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okay. there is a chapter, next one should be up by friday :)