Just emotions

You ruined me

How could you do this to me?
You took every single part of me
My heart, you loved it, but then broke it!
You completely destroyed me!
You, you ruined me!
You made me question not only myself but anyone who could possibly care!
You made me scared
You had my little heart in your hand and whispered pretty little lies inside my ear
" I love you"
"I won't hurt you"
"Im not like the others"
" I will always be there"
But I can't seem to find you anywhere
Now you've replaced me and have told her what you used to tell me
How could you get over me so fast?
Was I really nothing to you?
Every part of me belongs to you.
You are my love and my heartbreak
My beautiful lullaby and my sad song
You are my light and my darkness
And my day and night
You are all that was good but has turned to bad
Like my own twisted mind
That somehow you've created
Shaping me into who I am
A vulnerable girl who just wants to be loved
A scared girl who just doesn't think anyone will love her
I am the girl who loves you and I meant it when I said I couldn't ever replace you and I couldn't imagine my life without you
Though obviously you didn't
Because you're with her and I see the way you look at her
With such passion and protection
In a way that you couldn't ever look at me
In the way I long to see you look at me one more time