First Time ~

The First Time!

Kongpob stood near Arthit on the bridge,admiring the view infront of them. He felt a bit hot and weird deep inside. Arthit not only had just conveyed his feelings more strongly than he ever did before in the years of their dating but also had initiated a kiss which while still being clumsy,managed to convey what he felt towards Kong more strongly than  any sort of physical contact initiated by him did. And because of that there was this fight going on inside of Kong. A fight between his voice of reason which kept telling him to accompany Arthit as they would later go on home to their neighbouring rooms and after bidding him farewell go back into his own room like a gentleman considering the fact that Arthit was tired from a long day and had work again tomorrow and all. But then there was this unreasonable voice which he always kept under control because of Arthit's short temper and easy ability to flare up whenever Kong showed a desire to deepen their intimacy a bit,which was specifically going on a rampage right now. Which wanted to just pick Arthit up,take him to bed and make a mess out of him all night long or God knows for how much long till it got satisfied.
Unintentionally Kong let out a deep sigh which startled the completely unaware of Kong's inner turmoil Arthit! He nudged Kong softly with his shoulder making the guy turn his head around to look into his eyes and asked "Hey,what's wro-". Arthit couldn't complete his sentence because he was taken aback by the look in Kong's eyes. The normally always smiling innocently eyes were some what glazed and showed a desire which made Arthit shrink a bit into himself and the feeling of his lower gut tying itself into a knot in his lower belly. Arthit quickly looked away and slightly moved away as well. (Damn he hated his instinctive nature to pull away or run away whenever Kong seemed even a bit lustful.)
Arthit quickly adjusted the strap of his bag on his shoulder and trying to avoid looking into Kong's eyes, made a casual remark about going home since it was getting late and started walking towards the station beckoning Kong to follow him which only made Kong let out a meaningful "Hmmm" and in an obedient way follow his senior to the station.
Kong knew all too well Arthit's intuitive ability to detect whenever he showed even the slightest lustful energy. It was like one look at Kong and Arthit could tell he was up for something which he was in no mood to ever do with Kong for now and it would set off this protection danger alarm within him to run away! Kong hated it! Why he had to be so scared? It was not like Kong ever planned on doing something that would make him feel uncomfortable or disgusting! He just wanted to embrace the guy he loved so much! To embrace him each day and fill the hole which Arthit's absence left within him each time they parted! He wanted to be special! See expressions of Arthit that no one else had! Make a lewd mess out of him which would make him go all weak on his knees and breathless whenever Kong would be around! They had just experienced one of the most emotional moments of their relationship and if now wasnt the time then when? He sighed again and started trying to shut up the ever so lustful crazy voice within his head.
Walking ahead Arthit could hear his guy sigh slightly behind him again and it got him worried. He had no clue what was going on in Kong's head. The only thing his brain was focused on was to get to his room ASAP. The moment they shared was already too much for him. He just couldn't help but be extremely shy around Kong and since he was guy who hated being cutesy about it,it came out in the worst way possible! Him being rude,reluctant to touch and totally adverse to the idea of them being intimate. It wasn't that he didn't want to have sex with Kong. It was just the mere kisses he shared made him go all crazy,weak on the knees and left him feeling so fluttery that he literally had to ask his brain that are you a freaking adult man or a teenage girl? He hated and both loved how Kong's touch could bring out emotions and embarrassing feelings he never knew he was capable of feeling as a guy. It was like Kong was turning him into a mush of emotions which was completely unlike his usual manly cool and prideful self and it was too much for him to accept and digest. No matter how hard he tried being honest about this new Arthit which was crazy ass in love and shy about his lover his true self would always end up putting up a fight and would make him act all crazy and contradictory! ( Oh you Tsundere Arthit :D )
Arthit and Kong both arrived at the station,immersed in their own thoughts,unaware of the way they both desired each other and unable to express their conflicting emotions!
The last train was about to leave. Kong grabbed Arthit's hand and hurriedly got on the train which was already packed with people,earning them a place to stand pressed against each other near the door.
"Oh Great,good luck to my self control" Kong thought as he tried his best to adjust himself to not push into Arthit as much as possible,though the pressure of the crowd pressing against him was making it futile.He huffed close to Arthit's ear with his hand pressed against each side of Arthit's shoulders. Immediately Arthit pushed against him. His ears were sensitive and the moment Kong's breath grazed his ear he felt a shiver run down his spine and his alarm system started acting upon the urge to push Kong away and then run for himself. But the pressure of crowd made it impossible for him to budge against Kong.
"Hold on P', just hold on till out stop comes" Kong whispered into Arthit's ear making Arthit's earlobes turn an angry shade of pink which started spreading towards his cheeks and down his neck. Kong noticed the color changes and the string of his self control started straining against the touch of his most beloved human standing between his arms. Arthit tried a futile attempt of pushing against his chest again only to feel getting more pressed into him. His breath became heavy.
"No no Arthit,what the fuck are you thinking getting turned on in this time and place. For God's sake get a hold over yourself" He scolded himself. But it was all Kong's fault for smelling so damn desirable all the time. "I am sure if he pushes me into it, I won't stand a chance in resisting!" Arthit thought in fear and as well no matter how much he hated to admit,in awe. Arthit never stayed in Kong's embrace more than a few seconds and this was the first time he could feel the heat and the desire emanating from Kong's body like fire and enveloping him completely. He could actually feel his sense of reason and fear tremble against the strong presence of Kong.
Kong could clearly see the change in shades and emotions over Arthit's face and it only ignited him. He could see that Arthit had stopped squirming which meant the intial "Evacuate and Run" emergency response of Arthit towards Kong's touch had calmed down a bit and maybe Arthit's desire for Kong was starting to over power his urge to run away now.
"God I have never been more thankful towards a packed subway before" Kong slightly chuckled into Arthit's ear making Arthit look up with angry eyes "Kongpob, stop trying to keep your mouth anywhere near my ears right this instant" He hissed only to make Kong's face break into a playful smile.
"No way P'Arthit. I have no idea when fate would give me another chance to overcome your defence system and be near enough to convince you to be more close to me ever again. So I am no way in hell letting this chance slip away. Hurry up and get used to the touch of my skin. Please Ai-oon?"
Kong whispered the last sentence more seductively into Arthit's ear while pressing his body slightly more into Arthit's making him visibly shiver.
"Stop kongpob. Atleast mind the time and place" He whispered back scornfully trying to resist the blush which was deepening.
" No P. You know how you always manage to run away. I am not letting you get away tonight" Kong declared and sliding one of his hands down to place it behind Arthit's back. "I don't care what people around us think. I won't hesitate till you promise me you won't run away the moment we get off the train" He leaned closer and slightly nibbled on Arthit's ear.
Arthit frantically pushed Kong away using all of his force "Okay okay I get it. Just for God's sake stop doing such embarrassing things right in the middle of a crowd" He pleaded looking into Kong's eyes where the previous hazy glazed look was back which clearly showed he wasn't letting Arthit escape tonight.
"Okay P. I have you word now. You are spending the night with me" Kong playfully said earning him an extremely angry yet bashful look from Arthit.
"Our stop is here" Arthit said impatiently when the train started coming to a stop and the name of their stop was announced. Clearly eager to break away from Kong's forceful capture.
Kong kept a firm grip on Arthit's hand when they got off and stayed close to him walking back home all the while thinking to himself "I am not letting you get away from me tonight."

To be continued...